tonight was our night. harry and I's night. I went over to the boys flat. this was it. our special night. I was so excited. The boys had left an extra key under the mat when they left over to Liam's house. jade and ellie had left earlier that day to ellie's cousins house for the weekend. by now me leg and head had already healed and I had gotten the cast taken off a few weeks back. when I got there I got the key and unlocked the door. when I got in I had found the note.
"hey babe, I'll be home around 9:00, went out with some friends. see you later maybe
we'll watch a movie or sum thin. luv you
-harry" read the note.
"Watch a movie! I cant believe he forgot our night. ugh, what ever." I said out loud like some one was actually listening to me. after a while I had decided to watch t.v. It was weird watching t.v alone. usually I was with harry. it was lonely in general, I didn't really like it. it was kinda cold in the house so I went upstairs to get a blanket. harry hadn't cleaned his rom and it looked thrashed. maybe he really did forget. it had been at least and hour or two since I had got there and I started to dose off. right when I was almost asleep the door swung open and harry came in staggering to keep himself up. he was drunk. he walked over to me and sat on top of me and squished my boobs, whish was pretty irritating.
"harry what are you doing? get off me." I said because I was mad him because he had forgotten our night.
"what are you talking about you love this."
" no harry." I said sternly.
"now, get off of me. now." he had gotten off of me and was wobbling trying to gain control over his legs. he was so drunk, I could smell the alcohol on his breath as he talked to me.
"you know I could've had someone else but no, I chose you. you should be lucky." he said slurring his words.
"harry, do you know what tonight is?"
"its not your birthday, and its not mine. so, no." asshole, that's all I could think was asshole. and to have the nerve to come home like this.
" this was our night, or was supposed to be." I could hear the rain as harry stayed quiet for a couple of seconds trying to retrace his thoughts.
"shit, that was tonight. well we can make up for that." he said trying to pull me in for kiss. I pushed him back because I didn't want him now, he was being a jerk.
"no you asshole." I said and harry stood there looking at me dumbfounded.
"what? what did you just say to me." he said between nervous or angry giggles in the back of his throat, I couldn't tell.
" I said n-" I had gotten stopped but I didn't know what it was. I hadn't stopped on my own. something had stopped me, in the middle of my sentence. I had felt this sudden throbbing on the left side of my face. harry had slapped me. this blazing heat was on my cheek. it felt like I was scorching fire on my cheek for a second. all is I could think was ' what the hell was that?' I couldn't believe he slapped me, and on top of that he forgot our night.
" oh, my god ash-" I could see that he had sobered up after he had slapped me. I didn't listen to him, I just got my phone and jacket and left before he could've stopped me.
"shit." I muttered to myself and I remembered I had forgot my car keys along with my house keys. so I called niall. thank god I didn't forget my phone.
" uhh, hello?" I could tell he had been sleeping.
"um hey niall." I said shyly.
"oh hey Ashley, what's up?"
"can you meet me at Nandos?"
"um ya ill be there in a while."
"okay, bye."
great, just great. I have gotten forgotten, slapped, and now Jesus is peeing on me. why does everyone hate me today? the rain practically drenched my hair so I pulled up my hood and made sure it was pulled over my slap, especially so niall couldn't see it.
When I got there niall wasnt so I sat down and watched as the eyes in the restaurant staring at my face. After 8 minutes of wait I dececided to call niall and just then he was walking in so I hung up. He slowly walked over to me not fully looking in my eyed but some where else on my face.
" ashley, your face." He slowly bent down an put his hand on my cheek.
"ouch." I flinched back when his fingers brushed up against my cheek.
"M'sorry. Geez, what happend to your face, Its brusing. Wait, was this harry? Did harry do this to you?"
I didnt answer him, I just looked down at my hands that were now shaking.
"Well was it? Answer me." He said with alot of concern. I still didnt look at him, I only nodded my head. After that he just looked down at his phone and sent harry a text saying
"i cant believe you. Your such a conceeded drunk and all ashley wanted was to have a night alone with you and you forgot. Your an asshole, and her face. Didny think id ever c u do anything like that."
after that he made me explain what happend with harry. Ugh not my best memory with harry.
"so do ya wanna stay at my flat tonight, I mean because you forgot your keys and isnt el and jade visiting a family member or sumthin? I just think, I mean, howd you even get here?"
" walked." I looked down at my phone that was now buzzing vigerously from harrys slurred apologize through text, so I decided to turn off my phone.
"well its raining I really think you should sleep at my flat tonight."
"do you think el would mind? I mean your kind of hers. You sure that wouldnt make things weird,make it akward, you know."
" I insist. Ellie knows were bgffs im sure she wont mind. So we'll get something to eat then go."
"okay, but,"
