Ashleys P.O.V
it was a little after five when I arrived at the boys house. I waited in my car for a few minutes contemplating if I should go threw with this and risk being yelled at again or having a good time with my boyfriend. finally I got out of my car and slowly walked up the steps to there house. I had curled my hair the day before when we went to the fair. I tried to push it back but it was being so defiant that day and kind of fell flat to the side. I had thrown on my navy blue Abercrombie sweater but no shirt because I was kind of in a hurry, but then again I wasn't. I had a pair of grey workout tights on and wore a pair of older black and grey adidas that matched my outfit. when I got to the door I was about to push the door bell but was kind of hesitant so I put my hand down and tucked it back into my sleeve. I was about to turn around a walk away from second thought but then I rethought and turned back a quickly pressed the door. after that I felt kind of anxietyish and felt the sweat beads on the palms of my hands and on my back. a few seconds later the door swung open but not with urgency. it was harry and I have to say he looked pretty hot with that white shirt and those black sweats. it felt like I had just met him for the first time. the same butterflies in my stomach, the same thoughts about him. there was a slight pause and then he invited me in. when I walked in and I could feel his eyes watch me as I walked in the house. it was kind of awkward. I just stood there looking at him and it was actually really nerve-racking. in a few light strides he had walked over to me with his hands in his pockets still keeping eye contact until the gap between us had been filed. Our bodies were about one or two feet and in a quick tone he said hi which made me laugh because it had kind of ruined the moment. I looked up at him and replied with a quiet hello and we then returned to the quiet awkwardness returned and at that moment I had wished I could read minds, especially Harrys. his expressions were hard to process because it would go from a slight pout but then his eye brows would slightly knit together but then he would go back to a small half smirk which was adorable. im sure he knew this confused me and that's exactly why he would do that. at least I would think he would remember the time we had a whole conversation about how I thought it was really confusing when people did that.
"you know your really confusing?" I said with made him giggle a bit but then he suddenly stopped and asked me a question.
" do you remember when we had that conversation about that? that's the only reason why I did that, just so you wouldn't." he didn't finish his sentence and kind of shook his head and the smiled at me.
"so I wouldn't what?" I asked kind of puzzled.
" so you would see that I am actually really pleased to see you here." after he said that as he hugged me. his embrace was so tight when I hugged him back. it was so heartfelt and It felt like the first time I ever hugged him. when his hug untightened a little bit he looked down at me so fondly. I could tell he loved me now. his green eyes didn't have that same glare and they didn't look sad which pleased me to see him happy but I couldn't help but frown at my thoughts that traced back to if he really thought I was cheating on him, especially with his best friends.
"what's wrong?" I didn't say anything I just shook my head but he still insisted on me telling him what was wrong. I don't know why he wanted to see what was wrong with me so bad. and then he made me sit down on the couch to make me spill out my feeling but maybe that was his way of being a good boyfriend, or maybe he just wanted something more, but if this was his way of saying sorry, I kinda of liked it. I stayed quiet for a couple of seconds and then he scooted closer to me trying to comfort me.
"look you can tell me anything even if its bad, you can say it." he said a little reassuring as he rapped his arm around my hip making me get squished against his chiseled chest.
"did you honestly think I was cheating on you. especially with some of your best friends?" I asked that because I really needed to know if that's what he thought. apparently he wasn't mad anymore but it was kinda awkward.
"I did but, I don't anymore. Ashley I promise this wont happen again. I wont let it happen. I promise." when he said that we both apologized and then talked, about a lot of things. but some how I hadn't noticed that all of the rest of the guys weren't home until me and harry had started to kiss,which was more like making out,until the boys came home. we didn't hear the door open until Louis walked in with jade.
"ahhh my poor virgin eyes are scarred. oh wait their not doing anything." Louis screamed so loud the next door neighbors could probably hear. me and harry stopped kissing and I got of the top of him and held out my hand.
"we going to my room?" he asked smiling.
"you tell me." I said mischievously.
"don't do anything me and jade wouldn't do!" Louis screamed as we walked up stairs.
"well that gives us a lot of options, huh?" he said loud enough so both jade and Louis heard.
"ok well that's true. how about we make it liam and his girl? that makes it much more strict, right jade?" Louis said trying to stop us. really nothing bad was going to happen.
"yes, oh and harry come here real quick." jade said but he looked kind of puzzled at jade.
"what is it?" he asked jade quickly trying to get back to me faster.
"use a condom, please if your going to do 'anything' with Ashley." she said and I was kind of shocked at what she said but that would be something she would say.
"ok, but I don't think Ashley would let that go on for long. at least with out a condom is what I mean. and I think Louis would have probably interrupted us before. and maybe you and Louis would be doing something before I would have even gotten Ashleys shirt off." harry replied sarcastically
"so your planning to get Ashleys shirt off?" Louis said glancing over at me. but harry didn't reply he just rapped his arm around my hip and we started walking to his room.
"I love you Ashley." he said when we got to his room.
"I love you too harry" I said as he pulled me on him and his bed.
