A/N: i havent updated in a while and i know that sucks but its been kinda hard for me to write lately and idk, just this chapter might suckand it might not so i apologize before hand if it does and.....yeap so......this chapter might be a little different than you will expect. Kay. Bye
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"Sleeping bags, tents, and food...oh and the drinks." I counted off everything we were bringing and we pretty much had everything packed up and ready for everyone to enjoy.
"Niall!" I yelled over to the pond he was fishing at.
"What?!" He yelled back.
"I need help could you come here." I was having a hard time pitching the tents up by myself because i wasnt all that tall so....
"Whats up?" He was jogging over to me in his cache capri pant things....whatever they are the looked good with his plain white t-shirt.
"Can you help me with this tent i just....cant...put it up....Ouch!" Right then i caught my fingers in between one of the rods and pinched it between one of the connecters.
"Oh, lemme see." He took my hand before i could have even seen my own hand.
"Ow."he murmured.
"Its probably just a bruise-its its fine-" i said trying to pull away only for him to come back towards me and grab my hand again with a sort of fearce look.
"Dont pull away," his eyes were starring deep into mine, piercing....burning into mine.
I looked somewhere else towards the trees just to divert my taunted thoughts. I couldnt help myself. Our relationship was like an open wound. It healed but i tore it open and by the way my heart was beating right now, it felt like the wound was gushing blood. I slowly slipped my hand away.
"Niall," i exhaled in shuttered breaths. I couldnt bring myself to look at his face for a moment but when i did, eye contact was out the window. The pain strung on his face was like i just slapped him. Cheeks red, eyes glassy.
"Why do you-" he stopped and sniffled regaining his poster and blowing a large breath out and rubbing his forehead as his fingers followed through and glided through his blonde hair. Resting his hands on his hips he continued.
"Why do you reject me?"
"Niall, y-you know why. Harry and i, we lov-"
"Oh dont give me that. I know you are heart broken by him and everytime you look at him his eyes melt you but you know just as well as i do that you dont love him. You remember-" his voice cracked like he was gonna cry and his eyes got even glassier like pools were about to spill over.
"You remember when i first saw you with that god awful bruise he left you and i dont know, i dont remember what i said but the movies....dont you remember when we sat on that couch, my couch...and we were silent. God you were just so, so tired and everytime you doze off id watch you, admire you. You were....an angel." His voice felt as thought he was pretending, but his eyes gazing into mine told me otherwise.
"An angel. I mean didnt you, didnt you feel anything-"
"No. I didnt." I said and now he was just overwhelming. I felt it all. All the love, from the movie to him carrying me to his bed. Everything.
"Dont lie to me. Dont." He said which was a little unsettling how his voice got deeper on the last 'dont.' I couldn't help but look away abd that right there proved to him that i felt everything he did.
"Nia-" his warm lips pressed onto mine and his hands craddled my cheeks so gentle but not gentle enough for my hands to pry away. I tried to pull away but something in me....just over came and as he rested his hands on my hips i strung my arms around his neck. This was bad. Very bad.
"Niall, no." I pushed away.
"Break up with him."
"What?!" I half yelled. Why does he want everything out of me gosh me and harry have a thing. I cant just.....
"I want you to break up with him. I know you love me. You know Scarlett. Im not supposed to say anything but he is with her. He told me before all this. Before you made the plan for the party even." My heart shuttered and my breath caught in my throat. Again? Would he do this to me again?
"What?" I felt light headed and suddenly a warm tear of frustration and sadness slid down my cheek. My fave heated and i just walked away.
"Dont follow me please. I just need to leave for a second ill be back." I took off. Into the woods and didnt even look back.
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(Later on in the party)
I just got back from my walk and i thought long and hard about what i was going to do and honestly i was going to break up with harry when he was back but tonight u was going to party like there wasnt a care in the world tomorrow.
"Heyyy!!!!" I yelled and was greeted back by a bunch of drunk and sober people all dancing to the beat of the music with a drink in their hand or sitting against a tree making out.
I grabbed as many drinks as i could and just drank them and before i knew it everything was like a slow motion slide show, where everywhere you turn its like your eyes cant focus and you see so many things its like....unimaginable.
"Hi." A glimpse of niall came into view as his face became closer and closer.
"H-hi," i said and i could feel his hands on my arms trying to sturdy me.
"You should go lay down," he pointed to one of the untaken tents.
"No, no, i want," i grabbed a red cup filled with rum and some type of soda.
"ANOTHER DRINK!" I yelled as i took a gulp. He swiftly grabbed it out of my hands and rushed me to the tent.
"Hey calm down." He said as he sat me down and went to close the tent.
Right now it was like Some one was taking continuous shots on a camera and it kinda freaked me out but it was fine, i knew i was just really drunk.
For some reason i leaned in and kissed him and i couldnt help myself but i slow slipped my hands up his shirt and felt his abs. He kinda let go and he stopped and looked at me.
"Why are you rejecting me?" I looked lustfully in his eyes. He was quiet.
"Im not." He went back and kisses down my neck and towards my uncovered shoulder.
It felt so great i mean, amazing.
My shirt came off and again it felt like someone was taking continuous pictures and i layed back and just let him kiss my neck and i was so drowzy and dizzy. His lips were back on mine as he took my shirt off and slipped his off too and threw them in the corner. Kissing a steamy path from my neck to my stomach and slipped my skirt down and off my legs. Kissing my inner thigh i felt him lay in between my legs and his lips worked their way up my neck finally to my ear.
"I love you." He said and everything became blurry. I could feel his kisses and all his caressing and everything he was doing, but i was so drowsy.
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I could feel my hair static to my forehead and cheeks. I had a thumping headache and not a memory of what happenes after he had said 'i love you.' What....happened.
I sat up and stretched still in the tent but now i was in a white shirt....nialls white t-shirt. Oh my what did i do last night.
"Niall, niall?" I wiped my eyes clear. I soon felt an arm slither around my waist.
"Goodmornin'," he said groggily.
"What...what did we do last night?"
