we decided to watch finding nemo. I started dosing off because it was like 12:35 right now and I was pretty exhausted from everything that happened. I yawned pretty loud and leaned over to niall and rested my head on his right leg.
"you tired? "he asked me why'll he slowly stroked my long goldish brown hair. his hands were so....big. with each stroke his hands would massage my neck at the same time.
"yeah." I said groggly.
"here." he said as he liftes me up bridal style and carried me up the stairs.
"and they say your not strong." I say as he laugh quietly in, he back of his throat.
"who says that?" he says as his arms flex under my leg and neck.
"Louis and-" I say but interupting myself by another large yawn.
"liam." I continued
"oh." he said as he gently set me down on his bed and covered me up.
"wait niall this is your bed. I can't-"
"shh ash, its okay. just go to sleep." he said gently rubbing mt back then getting up and leaving the room.
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next day...
I woke up nicely, my legs felt comfortable because during the night I took my leggings off. I stretched as far as my legs could go until my leg hit something at the end of the bed. I kicked it thinking it was extra blankets but it made a noise.
"ow, ow. why'd you kick me Ashley? " he asked in confusion. it was niall, he must have came in why'll I was sleeping, weird.
" hmmm. oh its you. sorry niall, thought you were a blanket."
"oh blankets. so how'd you sleep?" he asked getting up off the bed and stretching. his abs were very chiseled and so was his v-line. I couldn't help but stare a little bit. all is I could think was ' ellie was so lucky.'
"what? " he said after he came out of his long stretch.
"um, nothing. I slept fine. so did harry call or anything?"
"uh yeah he did." he said as he bent over to the night stand and grabbed his phone.
"he said 'look I know ash doesn't want to talk to me. she hasn't answered or replied to any of my txts. just let her no I luv her so much and to never forget me.' weird huh? "
"what does that mean? " I said jumping out of bes and grabbing my phone. I turned it on and I had 12 missed calls and 25 missed texts all from Harry. the last text he had sent me was similar to nialls, it read 'look ash I know I screwed up this time not you. just please forgive me. I didn't mean anything I said or did that night. I just want you back. please don't forget me.'
"what the hell does that mean?" I said in my normal voice and looked up at niall to see him starting at me but not staring directly at my face. that's when I remembered I wqs wearing the cute outfit I chose for Harrys birthday, the one from Victoria secret.
"NIALL?!?!"I say grabbing my clothes and going to the bathroom.
as I finally come out niall is there waiting outside the bathroom door.
"hey, I'm really sorry about that."
"Its okay, can you just take me to Harrys." I say not looking at him in the eye.
"yeah come'on." he said walking down the staira and grabbing his keys and walking out the door.
it was such a quiet drive the only hing that was on was the radio. all of the sudden one direction cones on and play kiss you.
I turn it off after the second verse and just sit there look out the window, so quiet its awkward.
we finally arrive at the house.
"look Ashley I need to tell you something. " he says look down at his hand.
"what is it niall?" I say still not looking at him.
"well its just I love you." I quickly. look at him.
"no. " I say making it even a faint whisper to niall.
"well I just love you and- "
"no niall, I have harry and you, you have Ellie, my best friend. I don't love you like th-" I was quickly interrupted by nialls lips gorging onto mine and plastering kisses all over them. I soon found myself reacting to his kisses, I was kissing back. did I want this, to kiss niall? I couldn't, I had Harry and he had ellie. what would they think? I can't do this.
"STOP!" i yell at him and stammer out of his car and slam the door.
I grab the key from under the mat and open the door and slowly close it because I was shocked and partially because I was kinda afraid of talking to harry so I went and sat on the couch just starting at the fan. what just happened, did I really kiss niall, did I enjoy it? all these kinds of thought were running through my head until I herd a noise. there it was again, and again. what was that?
