Chapitre 13: Mixing bowl of emotions

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Previously :

It's not the end!" Teased Tony who was now up on his feets, hand behind his back.

Allyson looked at him subsciously an eyebrow raised in a «Oh really?» expression. Tony only winked at her, before nodding at Thor who, without her knowing at disaspeared. He was in front of the door of the mysterious room, a big proud smile on his face. Allyson had by now steped around the couch now, standing there not knowing if she should approach or not. Her answer came when she feel hands being placed on her eyes, again.

«Ah,ah,ah! No peeking, you little impatient woman.» Allyson immediately recognised Tony voice and relaxed herself for the surprise. She heard Thor mumur some rassuring words to somebody, footsteps and also... Metalic sound from both sides of her.

«And... Tada!» Tony exclaimed as he took of his hand, letting her see what it was, or more precisely, who.

«L-Loki?!?

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*Allyson POV;*

I stopped breathing not believing my eyes. When I finally came back to my senses, Loki was walking toward me arms open big, surely thinking that my lack of response was because of the emotions. It's was the emotions yes, but not in the sames way as he maybe thought. Those emotions were a mix of confusion, because of my feelings these times, joy, because after so long, I was finally seeing him, not just hearing his voice and worry, because of Steve reactions and what could happen if Loki found the state of my feeling.

He embraced me in his warms arms, kissing the top of my head tenderly and letting out a quiet breathy laugh of joy. I encircled him in my arms, hugging him back deciding to forget everything for now as I left my face lay in his chest and the warms tears finally get out. When he heard me let some small quivering sobs, he pushed me a little, whit his hands on my shoulder, to see the tears dropping my eyes. His face softened even more, if possible, as he wiped away the tears from my face and preased his forehead to mine whispering only for me to hear.

«Don't cry, your always more beautiful when you have your sweet smile on.» He shakily say, his eyes moistening, and making me laugh at his cute pick up line. « Here is it, the sun that brighten my day, the only things that always made me go on.» He smiled, leaning in and giving me a sweet longing kiss. I kissed back overjoyed to see him, hear his voice for real, touch him, feel that he was real and not just another one of my illusions. Our moment got interrupted by the sound of Tony clearing his throat.

« Excuse me you love birds, but I still wanna be able to eat when the dinner get ready you know, don't feel like having to throw it up at the mental image of...this.» He encircled us many time to design the say ''mental image''.

« Don't forget that you can only be here for five day and no more brother.» Remarked Thor, making my heart drop.

Only five day with him? When I didn't see him in two whole years? I almost feel like crying again, but stopped myself from, not wanting to make the happy atmosphere that should Christmas one even more.

Looking around at everybody, I noticed that Steve wasn't there. Looking around, I found him a little way back, behind the other, leaning against the wall. All the emotions of the pass month came back crashing to me when his deadly glare shifted from Loki to mine, softening a little as I gave him a small awkward smile. So lost in my thought, I finally came back when Loki replied to his brother.

«I know Thor, and I will make sure to spend every second of my time with her.» He motioned the ''her'' as ''me'' when his eyes stared lovingly in mine. My smile softened as he enterwined our hands together.

« Oh! Look food is ready! What a beautiful thing to break a moment that is so not awkward for me!» He sarcastly say in a fake happy voice. Pepper slapped him the chest rolling her eyes with a «Argh. Tony!» Tony for his defense only lifted is hands feigning innocence.

« I'm beginning to feel hungry too!» I say trying to break the tension. Loki softy laughed at this.

«It's not the same Allyson, you're always hungry!» Exclaim Loki AND Steve at the same time. Immediately turning to look at each other. No wait... Stare in a way that could kill somebody at each other.

« We should go before the food get cold.» Suggest Bruce, to which Tony and Thor immediately jump, almost running toward the dinning room. Tony and Steve finally break eyes contact and began to walk in the same direction as the other. I look at Bruce with a gratheful smile mouthing « thank you» to which he respond whit a «no problem».

*Third Pov;*

Everybody finally seated at the large table, foods pilling all plates, the tension almost disaspeared with the happy small talk. Almost. Because When Allyson sat at her place it was sure that Loki would sit bedside her, but when she looked to her left, there was the great Captain America sitting, giving her a big smile when their eyes meet. Through all the diner she tried to kept up, but let just say that it is a really hard thing to do when one or the other was always trying to talk to you by interrupting the other and pitch questions after question. Allyson didn't know why, but at a moment, the room begun to spin for her. Head in her hands, eys closed, she tried to regulate her fastening breathing. Steve answering a question from Natasha, Loki was the first to see her state of distress.

«Love are you alright?» He asked her, his voice dripping of worry, as he lay a comforting hand on her back, drawing circles.

Allyson nodded and tried to tell him that everything was allright, but was only able to get out a trembling and unaudible «yes.»

Loki looked at her with concern before turning toward everybody else.«I think that we are going to go outside for some time, Allyson desn't seem to feel good.» He got up and helped his love also get up, sending a glare in Steve way when he was about to get up, telling him to sit back down, to which hwe obeyed, not wanting to make things worses.

Loki helped Allyson to the balcony, one arms around her waist and the other on top of her and laying on her middle, while she rested her head in the crook of his neck. He stopped in a long chair, which looked more like a couch with her. He took the decorating blanket and placed it on her trembling shoulder.

«Are you feeling better?» He asked her moving the hairs, covering her flustered face, behind her ear.

She nodded, and reposition her head in his neck, inhaling his scent before leaving a soft kiss on the cold skin.

« I'm feeling better, thank you.» Her answer was a small wispher, being taking by the cool wind of winter.

«If you want, we can go back to your place anytime, you just have to tell me.» It's sounded more like an order than a suggestion. He kissed the top of her head before resting his chin on it.

Unknown to the sweet couple, in the shadow of a pillar not to far behind, was a blond man, hands in his pocket, watching the scene of love with hatred, sadness and a brokenheart,but he woudn't let go so easily. He clenched his fist in anger. It's wasn't true that he was going to let go of the only thing that made him feel right in this modern world, not without a fight and knowing her small, but growing, feeling for him.

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Tada!! I'm on fire today and I really feel like wirting so don't worry another uptade is surely gonna come in not to long!!

Also...NOOOOOO!!! School begun in like 4 days!!!! I'm crying, I don't wanna go back to school, nah!

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