The secret life of Evie

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In January, Evie closed off from her friends. She isolated herself, meeting up with them less and less. She still spoke to Erica online, Erica introduced Evie to a website called pro-ana, Which is basically a website with people that have eating disorders, where they say tips and tricks and say what they do etc. She went on this website a lot.Her every thought became about exersize and diet and calories. She became obsessed with food, looking at 'foodporn' online. She was sad, grumpy, irritable.

She lost a lot of weight in a very short amount of time.

Her mum took her phone away yet again, but this time that didn't stop her, she had to lose.

Then April came.

She felt like she was living in hell.

I get up at early hours in the morning, force myself to do my exercise routine, which I hate, I hate exercising so much, it takes so much energy. I have a shower, avoid having breakfast, if my mum makes me have it, I only have something thats 50calories or lower, and I hate myself even more if I eat it.

Then I go to school and don't try in lessons because all I'm thinking about it moving around all the time to burn calories and planning my next meal.

Then at lunch, I bin the food my mum made for me and feel super guilty because I'm wasting the food that my dad has paid for, but being skinny is worth more than any money.

I go home and do my homework, then watch TV and ignore my parents because I'm grumpy all the time.

Then I go upstairs and do sit ups, then go to bed, finally, I get to rest, but usually I cry myself to sleep because I'm fat.