When she got sent home yet again, she ate everything. No reason really, she just didn't want to argue with her parents. Her amount of food she ate went up and down and up and down but by august, she was eating everything that she had too, she still exersized every night. But she still gained weight. 46.5kg, 18.2bmi. She still self harmed. Still fat. Same thoughts and feelings. Still crying a lot.
One day, she woke up and looked on her Instagram account and Chloe had sent her a message:
"Hi, were you in hospital a little while ago"Ever since then, Chloe and Evie talked onlinr every day, they got on do well and had so much in common it was unreal, she was 18 years old and had her birthday in hospital aswell.
After 2 weeks of talking to each other, they met up in town together and went shopping. They became very good friends and met up again that same week!
Evie wasn't recovered and did not plan on recovering, in fact, she started taking laxatives in order to lose weight and feel empty.
She had a very good social life though, going to parties a lot and get drunk. But she was desperate for affection so she would make out with anyone, just to feel loved. And once, very nearly got raped once if it want for Saphire stopping him.
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The secret life of Evie
Non-FictionA story of a 16 year old girls continuing struggle with selfharm and anorexia.