A Merlin and Morgana Love - Story <3 - (Slowly Updates)

A Merlin and Morgana Love - Story <3 - Part 1

Arthur entered the room with Merlin stumbling behind him.  My heart rate went up. “Oh god” I thought “why do I have to feel this way.  Merlin is only a servant boy and I am the king’s ward but oh that goofy smile of his, no, no Morgana your too good for him and on the other hand Uther would never allow it”
I sighed.
“What seems to be the problem, Morgana” Arthur said
“Nothing” I said
“Good then can I continue or are you going to sigh through my hold speech” Arthur said.
I roll my eyes “what an arse” I thought and looked out the closes window and Arthur continued to talk about something important, but I wasn’t really pay attention.
Once the meeting was over, finally, I stood and walked out of the room, Gwen followed.  I went to my room, and sat down on the bed and sighed again, why did I have to be the king’s ward why couldn’t I be something else.  Then I released that Gwen was looking at me funny,
“is everything quiet alright” she asked me
“Yes I am fine” I said
Gwen then sat beside me on the bed, Gwen is my best friend, I could never treat her as a servant.  She then hugged me, which made me smile.
“It wasn’t fair what Arthur did to you, he is such…..Oh sorry it isn’t my place to say this thing, I am so sorry my lady” She said.
“Gwen its fine, Arthur is an arse, it’s just what he is, he’s his father’s son” I said,
“yes, quiet” Gwen said,  getting up off the bed.
“Well I must be going, my lady” she said bowing and leaving.
I sighed yet again, I go and look out my window, the view was nice, I look down to the court yard and see Merlin cleaning something of Arthur’s.  I smile, then he looks up and sees me, he smiles at me and waves.  Then Arthur went over to him. “Oh dear” I thought.   Arthur looks at Merlin, and picks up the thing Merlin was cleaning.
“MERLIN, DOES THIS LOOK CLEAN TO YOU??” Arthur yelled; load enough for the whole kingdom to hear. “Poor Merlin” I thought, I then walked over to my door and then when for a walk, I needed something to get my mind off things.

I walk into the throne room nobody was in there.  I look at Uther’s big throne next to my small throne, and I was thinking about how one day Arthur would sit on that throne, and keep making the same mistakes his father is right now.  People getting killed every day, just because they don’t have a place in this kingdom, and I just somehow just have to accept it, I can’t it’s just too hard, I have to watch and see this people get kill and this is all Uther’s fault.  I walk out of the throne, complete disgusted with what this kingdom has turned into.

I was walking back to my room when Arthur stops me,
“Hey, Morgana” He said,
“Oh great” I whispered I turn around,
“What is it Arthur?” I said.
“You sighed during my speech today, what is that about, don’t you what to know what’s in the best interest for Camelot?” He said
“to tell you the truth, I don’t care how much you want to destroy your kingdom” I said and then walking away from him.
“Hey wait, Morgana, what do you mean?” he said
I didn’t stop walking until; I got my room I opened the door and then quickly shut it.   I turn and ran into somebody, and fell to the ground.
“Oh gosh, I am so sorry, oh Uther and Arthur are going to kill me”
I rub my head and open my eyes, and see Merlin standing there. 
“Merlin?” I said,
“Oh thank god your fine” He said with a goofy smile.  He helped me up off the floor.
“Thankyou” I said
He smiled
“That’s alright” he said and then handing me a potion.
“Take it right before you go to bed, that’s what Gaius said” Merlin said
“Alright whatever Gaius says” I said.
Merlin smiled again, and then left my room.
A couple of minutes later Gwen walked in.
“sorry I’m late, my lady, I’ll prepare your night dress” Gwen said get one of them out of my closet. She then put the night dress over my bed.
“Is that all? My Lady?” Gwen said.
“Yes that will be all” I said.     
Once Gwen left, I got dressed into my night dress, I took the medicine. I pulled the clovers back on my bed, and got in and put the clovers up to my neck and close my eyes.