"They called me crazy, so I played along"
(A/N)
Hey guys! So, a lot has been going on lately. (Sorry, I may ramble a bit)
Anyways, what am I supposed to do when I try to explain how I feel, but can't find the words to say? I feel like no one understands me.
Basically, I'm scared to talk to people. I just don't like it. Last year, I was doing a math problem on the board, and suddenly everyone was shouting at me that I was doing the wrong question and that I had gotten the wrong answer. The teacher tried to quiet them down, but they wouldn't listen. I was so overwhelmed and just had a panic attack.
But, I've always been scared of talking to people. And people that are way taller than me and obviously stronger scare me. I'm just scared of people.
I've heard people say that it's like moving in slow motion while everyone around you is moving at a normal pace. Or, it's like you're drowning but you can see everyone around you breathing and living. Or even, it's like you're screaming, but nobody can hear you.
I totally relate to all of those.
I don't know, just had to get it off my chest.
QOTD: Do any of y'all wear medical devises? Like, knee braces, ankle braces, wrist braces, etc... and why?
I have two knee braces (but I usually only wear one) an ankle brace, and a wrist brace. I have Tendinitis in all my joints, and those are the worst.
If you don't know what Tendinitis is, it is a medical condition where the tendons are loose and the joints can pop out of place or if it's the knee the knee cap moves around a lot, too. It also makes it easier to break bones and twist/sprain stuff. And it also means it will probably never heal right because there is basically no support from the tendons.
Song Recommendation: Lost Boy - 5SOS
So, this is such a fetus song. I know. But, there are two lines that are absolutely GENIUS.
"I'm sat in silence living in a world of noise"
and "I feel so lonely when I'm in a crowded space"
I can really relate to those lines, so yeah. Go listen!
Anyways, thanks for reading and playing along. Love y'all!
Sayonara, baby!
P.S. Y'all guys literally don't know how many times I've looked at pictures and videos of 5SOS and just thought, " OH MY GOD I LOVE THOSE IDIOTS SO MUCH!" (See pic on the side/top)

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