bad boy, good lips.✧ shawn mendes

t w e n t y - s i x

birthday breakfast and surprises ;

s t e l l a

i woke up to a pillow hitting my face. "ow!" i groaned.

"wake up its your birthday!" skylynn jumped on my bed. "i don't want to get up, im too lazy." i winned.

"we are going out to eat." she said happily.

"alright im up, where are we eating?" i said quickly sitting up from my bed.

"you have to find out silly." she giggled and left my room.

"well that's why i asked you!" i shouted to her even though she already left.

after she left i finally got the strength to get out of bed and get ready. i did my usual morning routine. then i decided what to where.

every morning on my birthday me and my siblings go out to eat breakfast. its a tradition we do every year on my birthday.

"today is going to be the best day ever." i said to myself while looking in the mirror. i was wearing a nice but simple outfit because later im going to wear my dress for the party.

my parents are the ones organizing it which is why im only having breakfast with my brothers and sister.

as i made last minute adjustments to myself i checked my phone for any messages. i got got a lot of birthday texts. i replyed to some and made my way downstairs.

i made my way to the kitchen and saw hayes, nash, and skylynn waiting for me. will said he couldnt make it for breakfast but was coming to the party later.

"finally! you take forever to get ready!" hayes groaned.

"good morning to you too." i replyed annoyed.

"hayes youre the one that takes forever!" nash said to hayes. "happy birthday little sister." nash smiled and hugged me.

"at least one sibling knows how to say happy birthday to me." i looked at skylynn and hayes.

"fine fine, happy birthday!" hayes punched me in the arm. "ow that hurts!" i pretend to cry.

"youre such a girl."

"i am a girl!"

"alright you guys can argue on whos prettier in the car lets just go eat." nash laughed at what he said and started leaving with skylynn following behind.

"its obvious im prettier." hayes said pretend to flip his non-existing long hair.

"you wish."

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s h a w n

"do you think she'll like them?" i showed matt the heels i got for stella.

"dude she'll love them!" he laughed.

"okay good, because i went with her and she said she liked them but i wasnt really sure if she did i just got them because when she tried them on the smile on her face was the most beautiful thing ever like she looked so gorgeous and i know that she wasn't really trying to look good that day but she still looks so cute in whatever she wears and it makes me so happy seeing her happy." i rambled on about stella to matt.

"dude you really like her don't you?" he smiled at me.

"maybe, i don't know, probably..okay fine. it's just she makes me feel some type of way that no girl has ever made me feel. i usually just sleep with girls then ditch them but stella, shes different. she makes me want to just cuddle up with her and watch a movie, and not netflix and chill. but like actually watch a movie. like a funny movie and seeing her laugh. oh my god she laugh is the cutest thing ever. and when she bites her lip it turns me on so much! like oh my god she has no idea what she's doing to me. but she does it when's she's nervous and it so cute. she like doesn't even need to try to look good she just does and even if she is just at home in sweats and i big tee she looks so f.ucking amazing. she thinks that she sucks at school but she so smart and she's so cute like when she passes a test she smiles so big like she couldn't believe it but we all know she was going to pass. also when she gets mad when someone cusses around her even though she does and she gets mad at herself when she does. that's adorable. her eyes are beautiful. i don't know how to describe the feeling when i look at them. her in general. she is just an amazing person." i could've said more about stella but we would be here for a long time.

matt was stared at me. like he was shocked that i said all that about one girl. sure i've only known him a couple weeks but he's like my best friend.

it was still silence. matt was just taking in all of what i said. then he finally spoke up.

"i think that's amazing bro i-" he didn't finish because his phone rang. he picked it up with out looking at the caller id.

"hello?" he spoke to his phone. "oh hey stella." she smiled.

stella? why did she call him. sure they're best friends but i'm her friend too! sadly i'm still friend zoned.

"what's up?" he asked her. "yeah..why..oh...okay..yeah alright bye see you soon." and he hung up.

"what did she say?" i asked.

"well she asked if i could like walk with her and give her an entrance or whatever to her ball. like they're going to have stairs and she wants a big entrance so like i'll escort her or whatever. " he said like it was nothing.

what the f.uck!?

i should be the one that walks with her down the stairs!

"oh." was what i said but inside i was f.ucking mad.

"dude i know you you have a thing for her and all but she asked me not you so.." he didn't look at me when he was talking.

wow. i confess my feelings to him and he doesn't care. he should be like 'shawn i'll tell her to ask you instead because i know you like her a lot.' what a good friend he is.

"dude it's cool, i know. im um just going to go um i gotta get ready for tonight." i told him.

"alright dude. see you later."

when i got in my car i wasn't planning on getting ready anytime soon. it was currently two in the the afternoon and it didn't start till six.

i decided to go to the mall and get stella a present. yeah, i know i already got her the heels but i wanted to get her something else that she didn't choose.

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when i got her present i couldn't stop smiling. yeah it was pretty stupid and unoriginal but i thought it was cute.

it was a necklace that had my name. for she can always have me with her and near her heart even when something is going really bad and i'm not there to help her i'll always be with her. and i'll always be thinking about her.

i was ready to get home and change so i made my way to the parking lot. maybe i should get her flowers? i told myself. that would be a good idea. and maybe surprise her at her house before she goes to the party and give her the heels. yeah for then she can wear them. that'll be cute.

i was so lost in thoughts that i didn't notice i bumped into someone.

"sorry." i said looking to see who it was.

yup you guessed it f.ucking skylar.

"what do you want? i need to get home." i told her impatient. she probably bumped in purpose just to talk to me.

"shawn.. im scared." she was crying. wow why is she fake crying.

"skylar i don't have time for this." i pushed her aside trying to walk to my car.

"shawn you don't understand!" she screamed following me.

"no! you don't understand. you don't understand that what happened between us," i motion my finger between her and me. "was a mistake. it's never going to happen again. i want nothing to do with you. and i want it to stay that-" i was cut off.

"shawn im pregnant..and you're the father."

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[OKAY YES! IT TAKES LIKE ABOUT IDK 6 WEEKS TO FIND OUT YOUR PREGO BUT I NEED IT TO BE A COUPLE DAYS FOR THIS FANFIC AND JUST FOR SKYLAR!! i am the worst person in the world!! i suck at updating and i suck at promises. i'll try to update as fast as i can but i kinda broke my pinky so it's hard )': okay ilysm thank you all for 180 reads and 31k + reads!! wooooooow sooooo happppyyy!!]

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