bad boy, good lips.✧ shawn mendes

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thoughts:

s t e l l a

right now i'm in my room thinking. i'm thinking about what shawn told me.

he got into a fight with my brother,nash. to be honest it didn't really matter but knowing that they met already and it didn't turn out well kinda bothers me.

shawn told me how it happened. at first when he told me i was a little shocked and scared.

throughout the time we were at shawn's house i didn't even talk to him after what he told me. i didn't know what to do and how to react.

i was just watching the movie. when it was over we all left.

brent walked me home since, apparently, shawn lives close by.

when we got home he came in for a little but there was no one home.

he left. i went up to my room and here i am now thinking.

it was 11:21. it doesn't matter if i sleep late because it's Friday and i still have the whole weekend. i could tell i wasn't sleeping anytime soon so i decided to do homework. even though i skipped today i still had homework that my friend bree told me about. me being a good kid for once thought i should do it.

i went to my desk and got my stuff and stared my homework. i was stuck on this math problem and gave up so i got my phone to see if i had any notifications. i saw that i had 11 new texts messages and 21 missed calls. well damn. i looked to see who they were from.

they were all from shawn.

i didn't bother looking at them.

i didn't want to do homework anymore so i put my things away and went to for take a long shower to get things off my mind. that always helped me.

it was 11:51 but i didn't t care it was late. i got my towel and went to the bathroom. i striped off my clothes and turned on the water. once it was the temperature i wanted, i got in.

i love warm long showers.

s h a w n

i told stella everything. well i just told her that he punched me then left. i told her it was dark so he didn't now how i looked like. even though he actually did.

after everyone left i went to my room and just played my guitar. that always helped me get things off my mind.

for once it didn't. i could help but think how stupid i was to get into a fight already. as much i tried to apologize to stella for what happened she just didn't respond.

i couldn't take it anymore so i got my phone and texted her like a bunch of times she didn't responded so i tried calling her she didn't answer.

it was about 12:11 so she was probably sleeping. one last call wouldn't hurt. i called her again. on the third ring someone answered.

"hello?" stella said.

"stella!" i said a little too happy.

s t e l l a

i just finished getting out of the shower and now i was getting sleepy so i decided to sleep already.

i brushed my hair and then put it in a messy bun. i brushed my teeth after and went to bed.

when i was about to go to sleep my phone rang.

it was shawn.

i decided to just answer.

"hello?" i said kinda scared of where this conversation was going.

"stella!" shawn said excited.

"hi." i said now happy to hear his voice. his angelic voice. oh how o love his voice.

"listen, stella i know that your kinda a little still freaked out because what happened but i want you to now i'm sorry and it's never going to happen again and please don't be mad at me i miss talking to you." shawn said sniffling. was he crying?

"miss me already, wow you're so clingy." i said joking.

"aha yeah sorry." he said shy laughing.

for the rest of the time me and hhawn just talked. we talked about all kinds of stuff. it's funny how we could talk for hours and not get bored of each other. it felt like i've known shawn my whole entire life, when in reality it's just been a day.

right now for some reason we were talking about if pie was better than pizza. the answer was obvious.

pizza was better.

but shawn thought other wise.

"pie is sweet and there are a lot of flavors." he said defending. "but pizza you can mix and match toppings!" i argued. "okay fine you win." shawn said. "aha." i said laughing.

"how long have we been talking?" shawn asked. "um idk let me check." i said while checking on my phone. "S
shawn we've been talking for like 3 hours!" i said shocked. i've never talked to anyone so long over the phone. "omg really!?" shawn said. "yeah well we should probably go to sleep," i said. "no, i like talking to you!" shawn said sad. "shawn i need sleep," i groaned.

"well do you want to hang out tomorrow?" shawn asked.

"sorry shawn i can't i'm hanging out with brent tomorrow." i said shyly.

"oh yeah, i forgot you had a boyfriend." he said disappointed.

"but maybe another-" i was cut off.

"um..no it's fine..um..you have a boyfriend he should be the only boy you hang out with. i'll see you another time okay..um..bye." he said.

"oh, okay bye shawn." i said.

then he hung up. i can still hang out with other guys even though i have a boyfriend. i have to talk to Brent about that.

eith at lot of thoughts in my head i drifted off to sleep.

s h a w n

i should've know she wouldn't hang out with me, she has a boyfriend. i'm so stupid.

well at least she's not mad at me even though she was never mad.

it was getting late so i went to sleep.

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in the morning

i woke to the sound of my phone ringing. someone was calling me. it was matt. i checked the time and it was 7:35 a.m i groaned and answered it.

"hello?" i said in a sleepy voice.

(( omg imgaine shawn calling you in the morning really early because he misses your voice. ugh feels right now! ))

matt said that he wanted to go bowling and that we we're going to get breakfast before we went there.

after i hung up with matt i decided to get ready even though i was so sleepy. it was cool to know i made new friends.

i went to the restroom did my business, brushed my teeth and did my hair. after that i went to go get changed. i wore a white baseball tee with maroon sleeves black pants and my black and white vans.

i heard a honk from outside. it was probably matt and carter. i got my phone and my wallet and then left. i forgot to tell my mom where i was going so i texted her.

as i got into carter's car i said hi to both of them

today should be fun.

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