"I'm sorry." I sniffed. "It's okay.I'm the one that should be sorry. I should've told you. I'm sorry." He said hugging me tighter. "I can't believe its happening again. I could handle not seeing you for a few months as in 2-3 but not a year and another 6 months." I tell him as I pulled back from him. "I know. I know how you feel because I'm feeling the exact same way." He said cupping my face. He rubbed my tears off with his thumbs and looked me in the eyes. It only made me tear up even more.
"Can we just...please?" I asked. He nodded and walked over to my bed. He sat down as I sat on my comfortable window, arms wrapped around me staring blankly at the sky through the window. Seems as if this was the only thing between us. "You always loved doing that huh?" He asked looking my way. I nodded. "It always helped to calm me of course." I said rubbing off the tear stains on my cheeks. "You sure?" He asked. I nodded and looked back at the now dark clouds that were about ready to burst with rain.
"I always admired that about you." He smiled slightly. I couldn't see but I could tell. "Admired what?" I asked. "Your ability to go on and never look back. Even when you know deep inside it will come back to you." He said. "Are you threatening me?" I joked. He chuckled. That was enough to get me back from the ugliness I had just unleashed. "Why would I need to do that?" He asked getting up and walking over to where I sat. "You know?.... You are all kinds of crazy." I smiled slightly. He rested his arms on my knees and looked up at me.
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Unbroken
FanfictionThis is the next beautiful project mastered by @latenight_writer and myself. Please enjoy. The feeling of not needing someone is with adrenaline or anger and in isolation or depression.