So hey. Not gonna lie, life has been pretty shitty. I'm sorry in advance for any typos, by screen keeps going blurry by my tears. I've been camping a lot and hanging out with my family sorta sucks. I feel like I could be doing something with my life but I have absolutely no energy or want to do anything. My brain and mind are completely going crazy and if I gave in, I would've broken my clean streak. I've been over thinking everything and I just want it to stop. If this chapter gets really scrambled and stuff it's just that my mind wants to get stuff out and it's a lot and I'm sorry. I have a love/hate relationship with this book because I can open up anonymously but some of the people that follow me, know me in real life and I hate talking about my problems IRL. I'm planning on doing something sorta drastic that I hope won't effect too many people. I'm sorta keeping silent on it but I needed some help so I got some from friend's help so it's all good. I'm still a little worried about doing it but I hope it will work out.
I start school in less than 2 weeks!!!!! YAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!! I'll finally have something to do!!!!!!!!!! My brother moved into college today and he starts classes on Monday. I surprisingly don't miss him but I guess it's because he would always put me down and feel bad.
I've been busy with cheerleading practice! It kinda sucks though because it starts at 9Am and we have to exercise and stuff. I actually surprised myself by being able to run 3/4 of a mile without stopping! I'm the only new person on the team thought because I feel like I'm keeping everyone behind.
GOT TO GO AND SOCIALISE. I DON'T WANNA BUT I HAVE TO. BYYYYYYYEEEEEE!!!
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Nothing Personal...Or Everything Personal
Non-FictionHey guys! It's Lauren. So this is an idea that I stole from my friend Rachel just just write about your life like Wattpad is some sort of diary type thing that that's what this is. I'm going to try to update as much as possible. So yeah...
