So my life has been absolute shit and I'm in study hall with no work so I'm gonna write for y'all. So I got in a really big fight with one of my friends, Rachel, but we forgave each other but our relationship has been rocky. I've made a lot more friends I guess so that's good.
Now onto the real content of this chapter, my abusive family. My sister has been physically and verbally abusive for a while and I don't know what to do about it. Everyone has been telling me to tell my parents but I'm scared to. My parents and my brother are also verbally abusive so I don't really have anyone to tell or talk to. Every time I break down there's no one to talk to and I feel like no one cares about me. I also relapsed last night with my self harm a lot and I've been relapsing more and more. I just feel like shit and worthless. I'm hoping that I'll feel better soon but I don't know.
CHRISTMAS IS IN LESS THAN A WEEK TOO!!!! I'm close to the family on my dad's side so I can't wait to see them.
Yup. That's all.
Until next time,
~Lauren
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NonfiksiHey guys! It's Lauren. So this is an idea that I stole from my friend Rachel just just write about your life like Wattpad is some sort of diary type thing that that's what this is. I'm going to try to update as much as possible. So yeah...
