The past few weeks have been full of so many mistakes that I've lost count. I probably just put a friendship with my best friend on the line. I hoped that therapy would have helped, but it's just made things worse. I haven't stopped self harming and it's gotten a lot worse. I absolutely hate myself and my life. I was told to kill myself again by someone that I though was my friend. I'm holding back tears in the middle of school. I'm just a terrible person that ruins friendships and other people's lives. I also had a nightmare where my dad raped me and I can't look at him the same away again. I'm terrified of everyone in my family and I feel incredibly unsafe in my house. I guess that's what I get for being a shitty person. Whatever. I'm just so done with everything right now. I just want to curl up in a ball in cry right now. That's it for now. Later.
-Lauren
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Non-FictionHey guys! It's Lauren. So this is an idea that I stole from my friend Rachel just just write about your life like Wattpad is some sort of diary type thing that that's what this is. I'm going to try to update as much as possible. So yeah...
