Hey guys! It's Lauren. So this is an idea that I stole from my friend Rachel just just write about your life like Wattpad is some sort of diary type thing that that's what this is. I'm going to try to update as much as possible. So yeah...
Hey fam. I've been thinking that I want to make this more like @jynessica 's book and try to update almost every day.
So I'm in the school play and our performances were this weekend and it was fun but a little stressful. I wasn't that nervous though, I just got upset at some times. I had to bake something so I made rainbow cupcakes and I think they came out really good and really gay.
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On Friday, I felt the intense urge to punch a mirror really fucking hard after I caught a glimpse of my reflection in a window. I hate myself so much and I'm incredibly fat, ugly, and unlovable. I also broke my streak and I don't even care anymore. It's all I think about and I've lost the will to live. Nobody cares about me anyways so it wouldn't be that much of a big deal if I just died.
My parents are still trying to make me go to anything involving religion and I just want to scream at them to fuck off. I'm so sick of having to live in my house, aka hell. I just want to run away and never have to see any of my family again.
So that's all that has been going through my head in the last 5 days. I'll talk to you guys in the next few days. -Lauren
