Jashin's will

Friends with benefits

I woke up with an arm around me. I remember Hidan carrying me to bed but that's it. I look at him. I sit up and lift the covers then covers myself up quickly.
"S***!"  I yell loudly. That is the first time I have sworn In about 7 years. My swearing wakes Hidan up.
"Hey sexy." He says smirking at me.
"Leave me alone, Hidan" My head was spinning and I felt sick.
"why?" He asks,
"You freaking raped me" I say angry.
"I recall last night you wanted me inside off you." He smirks. I don't remember any of this. I smack him.
"People under the influence of alcohol are not allowed to give consent to sex so therefore you raped me" I get up and get dressed back in the dress and then sneak out of the room. I get to my room and walk in. Deidara is waiting for me.

"I heard you last night with Hidan, un" he says sadly.
"He freaking raped me" I say getting changed.
"It didn't sound like rape, un" he looked down. You could tell he was hurting. I went up to him and grabbed his hands.
"I was drunk okay, I don't even remember doing it" I say.
"You still did it, un" He starts getting mad.
"But I wish I hadn't. I shouldn't have drunk" I say.
"Why did you drink then, un? I thought alcohol was bad for you and you shouldn't do it because you would regret it." Burn. I look down. I want to say something but it will just hurt him more but if I don't I will be hurt.
"I drunk because you hit me" I say. Tears fall down my face. Deidara looks shocked that I just said that.
"Well if you feel that-" I didn't let him finish. I just kissed him. I really need to make this up to him. I have really hurt him. He pulls away from the kiss "why did you kiss me, un?" he asks.
"Because I like you not him," I look at Deidara. I honestly do like him.

*time skippy-no jutsu*

Me and Deidara had made up. He kept kissing me and telling me how much he loved me. I really do love him but I have been craving something all day. I go and knock on Hidan's door. He opens it.
"Oh its you, have you come here for me to f****** rape you again?" He asks. He's not happy.
"Look I just wanted to apologise. I guess I was just in shock this morning." I say innocently.
"Well I did take your virginity. Would you like to do it again?" I shake my head and then nod and then shake my head.
"can we be fwb?" I ask. He looks confused.
"What the f*** is Fwb?" He asks.
"Please don't swear. Fwb is friends with benefits" I twiddle my thumbs looking down. "I remembered what we did last night and I remembered how much I was enjoying it and it made me realise that I want to do it with you again." I own up. I do love Deidara but Hidan has this touch and it makes me want him.
"Oh I see. So you want to have sex without having strings connected. Yeah I will. Do you wanna do it now?" I shake my head.
"Not now. We will sound proof the room and when every one is asleep we do it then" I don't want Deidara finding out. Hidan smirks.
"Deal" he says. So that was it. I was to be having sex with Hidan when ever he or I wanted to.

*Hidan's POV*
I did not expect that from Amelia. I thought she would come running into my arms. I'm good with the ladies like that. She left after asking to have sex with me. I chased after her because I didn't understand, then I saw her with Deidara. That pissed me off. She was kissing Deidara. Now I f****** understand. SHES F****** DATING DEIDARA! Tonight when she comes looking for sex I'm gonna f****** kill Deidara and then rape her. She should learn that she has to have me and only me,

"Are you gonna stay with me tonight?" Deidara asks her. 'Go on. Tell Him your sleeping with me' I think to myself.
"Yes.." she whispers something to him. Does that mean she came to me and asked me to have f****** sex with her and then she stands me f****** up. I'm gonna f****** kill her. I might go attack her now.