Maya stood in front of her mirror, admiring her reflection
"You're such a beautiful bride". Riley smiled
"I hope Lucas likes it". Maya said
"He will". Riley nodded "He likes anything that includes you".
"5 minutes till you walk down the isle". Farkle said
"Okay, so first, Zay will walk the twins down the isle, in their stroller, then Laya will walk down with the flower petals". Maya sighed "Then I'll walk down".
"You'll do great Maya". Riley smirked
Maya's thoughts were interrupted by wedding music
"I gotta go". Riley said "By the way, you should be honored to have a bridesmaid that looks like Beyonce". Riley said, referring to herself
"I'm more then honored". Maya giggled
Riley ran out and stood next to the 2 other bridesmaids, Lucas's sister and Maya's sister
Then Zay walked out, pushing the twins in a vintage white lace stroller
He stopped the stroller right my the best men, the stood next to Lucas's brother and Farkle
Then Laya walked out, in and white leotard and a light pink tutu, she giggled and threw flower petals down the aisle
Then Maya appeared at the beginning of the aisle
Lucas's eyes immediately lit up as soon as he seen her
She walked down the aisle, not taking her eyes off of Lucas
Maya finally reached the end
Her and Lucas were face to face
"You look amazing". Lucas said softly
Maya blushed a little
"We are gathered here today, on this happy and joyous occasion, to join Lucas Friar and Maya Hart in holy matrimony". The preacher started "Marriage is a solemn institution to be held in honor by all, it is the cornerstone of the family and of the community. It requires of those who undertake it a complete and unreserved giving of one's self. It is not to be entered into lightly, as marriage is a sincere and mutual commitment to love one another. This commitment symbolizes the intimate sharing of two lives and still enhances the individuality of each of you, you may now say you're vows".
"Do you wanna start, or should I". Maya asked in a soft tone
"I'll start". Lucas nodded
"Maya Hart, the day, the moment, the second I seen you, I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. Before I even met you, I knew you were the one. The first time I seen you I told all of my friends that you were the one, and I wasn't wrong. And when I did meet you, and we started to form a friendship, I felt like the luckiest man alive. I felt honored to be apart of you're life. After a couple months of being friend I knew, I knew I wanted you more then anything. I wanted you so bad I was willing to murder for you. But I was afraid, afraid you didn't feel the same. And then, on October 12th 2006, my brother was in the hospital, on his death bed. He told me something that I would never forget. My brother told me ...."I want you to promise me something. If you love someone, you tell them. Even if you're scared that it's not the right thing. Even if you're scared it will cause problems. Even if you're scared it'll burn you're life to the ground, you say it and you say it loud. And you go from there". Lucas started to tear up "And then he died. Doctors rushed into the room and nurses pulled me out. I walked out to the waiting room, where you were waiting for me, to support me. I sat there in shock for a couple minutes as you comforted me. Then I knew, I knew that I couldn't hold it in any longer. It was about to erupt from my mouth like a volcano, and I was ready. I told you that I loved you and just smiled at me. You told me that you loved me too. And right then and there I wanted to marry you. Even though we were only fifteen, I felt as we were destined to be together. I knew I never wanted to be away from you. My biggest fear was losing you. Two years later, on a summer night out at my lake house. We did something stupid that turned out to be the best mistake I had ever made. But I didn't realize that then. And when you told me you were pregnant with Laya, I was terrified. I was terrified about being a father and I was terrified to be with you for the rest of my life, because I knew you were to good to be true and I knew I would end up losing you cause a guy like me doesn't deserve someone as amazing as you. So I was a coward, I turned my back and I ran. Little did I know that for the next 4 years I would be sleeping on a different friends couch every month. When I was 22 my mind was overdosed by the thought of you. I missed you more then anything, and I wanted to kill myself after all the pain I cause you. I needed a distraction. So I met this girl, Willow, at a bar. And I tried to form a love with her, I tried to form the kind of love we had, cause all I ever wanted was to relight that flame that we had 5 years ago, which I blew out. But I realized that the only person I could share that flame with was you. Yet I stayed with Willow and I tried so hard to love her like I loved you, even though in the back of my mind I knew you were the only person I could ever truly love. But I was terrified to be alone again, I was terrified to be overdosed by the thought of you. Cause I knew if I were ever that vulnerable again I would kill myself. I wanted to see you again, I wanted to be apart of you're life again. So I moved here. And I moved here, because when you know you want to spend the rest of yore life with someone, you wanna start the rest of yore life as soon as possible. I called you. I asked if you wanted to get coffee and you were furious and declined. Before I even called you I knew you would decline, but I called you anyways cause all I wanted was to hear you're voice and to know you were okay. Anyways, I was creep and found you're address so I decided to stop by. I seen this adorable little girl catching fireflies in you're front yard. At first it didn't hit me, but then I realized...that's my daughter. I wasn't sure if I should go talk to her or not. But I was terrified that you weren't the only one in that house. I was terrified that you had found someone else and I was terrified that Laya already had a guy to call daddy. But I did it anyways. And it was probably one of the smartest choices I had ever made. I will never forget that first conversation, that first interaction I had with Laya. Cause It was the best conversation I had ever had in my life. Suddenly I was apart of you're life again, and I didn't care if it was a bad part. Cause all I wanted was for you to think of me. One morning I asked if you wanted to get coffee and for some reason you said yes. While we were having coffee you got this phone call, that there was some guy at Laya's school with a gun. You were determined to make sure Laya was okay so we drove to the school and began to walk around. The guy seen us and fired shots at us, then ran away. You thought we got away safe. All I remember was falling to the ground, then waking up in a hospital room with a gun wound in my stomach. If I stayed here and told you the entire story from there, we would be sitting here until Kanye West becomes president. Which is never by the way. Anyways, I learned how terrible Willow actually was and left her. Then suddenly you were mine. I had got what I had wanted for the past 6 years which was to just go to sleep at night in the same bed as you, and wake up to see you're beautiful face beside me. I asked you to marry me, and for some reason you said yes. And we had our beautiful twins, and now we're here. I couldn't be happier then I am right now, at this very moment. Staring into you're beautiful eyes. No matter how hard things get. I will always choose you".

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Fanfic" i could never go through the pain of losing you again ".