In The World Looking For Love

chaster 8

A/N: You play the song while you read to set the mood for how the character is feeling
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I remember one day in my third grade classroom we were sitting in groups about to do act with pastels and water color pencils. While we were doing that a boy next to me started touching me, I don't remember my reaction but I do remember my teacher loving my drawing and asked me to do a huge poster of it. After school that day I stayed behind to draw it but the weirdest thing is that my mom came to find me, I don't know why but she did, I think its because I was after four in the evening but I ended up finishing the drawing. The next day I was in love for the first time with my best friend named Damian, he lived in the apartment building next to ours. He was Hispanic, tall, medium black hair, and taller than me.... Well everyone was taller than me. We walked to and from school together, he was funny and talkative which was good because I'm not much of a talker. One day toward the end of recess we were playing tag, I was it so of course I ran after him and when I caught up to him I kissed him on the cheek, he he looked shock and I was embarrassed everyone was lining up to go back to class, some were shocked and some were laughing, I don't know why but I didn't care, I had butterflies in my stomach and my legs were shaking, I remember either him or some other boy asking me why I did that and I just said I don't know and went to stand in line.

Well I don't remember seeing him after that. But I do remember not wanting to be at school in the fifth grade classes and climbed on the monkey bars and fell off on accident but when I fell I act like I hurt my arm and one of the teachers at recess asked me did I want to go to the nurses office, and I said yes I do and I act like I was in so much pain which I really wasn't I didn't feel anything, so when I went into the nurses office he asked me what was wrong I told her I fell on my arm when I was playing on the monkey bars and I think I broke it, so she looked at it push down on it and I act like it heard it but I really did it she said well it feels like you broke it and I said really she said yes I was like OMG. so she and the calling my mother my mom took me to the doctors and they said I broke my left arm and I had to get a cast now I was scared of the doctors and they had to hold me down to get it on and once they got it on I panicked I did not want it on my arm whatsoever. a few days later I broke my arm again trying to get off the cast by banging it against the metal bedpost of my bunk beds , then my mom took me back to the doctors and got it back on again and it happened a lot of times that I took it off and she kept taking me to get it back on until she finally told me if I take it off to be grounded, so I kept it on and it healed.