In Love With A Player

Chapter 16

It's almost been 7 months since Andrew got in the accident. He's still alive on the ventilator. I feel like all I've been doing in staring off into the window. I still visit Andrew.

It's been the most longest 7 months ever. I'm heartbroken. I was in the hospital for almost committing suicide. Everyone makes fun of me at school. Grace and I are still best friends and Landon and Daniel are still friend and with too, but ever since 3 months ago I've been blocking everyone out of my life.

I push them aside. I live in my room now. I'm depressed that's what it is. I'm heartbroken. I'm a mess. I can't live without him. I pray every night that he comes back. Let's just say I'm still deeply in love with him, like I was before.

I think of him everyday. I don't think of anything else. My grades have dropped. I have a C in most of my classes. A few weeks ago my aunt had said she was trying to find a house hours away from where we lived now.

She wanted me to forget about everything that had happened. I can't forget though. It's been too hard to. I had seen my boyfriend get into a huge accident probably causing his life. I saw my parents die right in front of me.

I almost forgot about what had happened to Dylan. That f*cking *sshole. He only broken he f*cking leg. I'll never forgive him. Never. Whenever I see him I glare at him with the most anger I have. All I have in me is anger.

That Dylan caused me. He made this mess. Wait what? I'm the one who did this. It's all my fault.

My aunt made me go to a counselor. It doesn't do anything. I stopped going. I feel so lonesome. No one can protect me. I haven't felt anything lately. I'm used to the pain. I can't feel it now.

*5 months later*

"You can't leave me! You'll be hours away." Grace says as I put my luggage into the car. I watch as the movers drive away on the way to our new house.

"I'll come back every summer! I can drive you know. I can also come on the weekends." I say as I give her a hug.

"Still it's almost 4 hours away." She says with a pouty face.

"My aunt wants me to leave this place. She wants me to forget about everything that had happened here." I say.

Tears roll down her face.

"Hey Layla!" Daniel and Landon yell. They pulled up in the driveway.

"You can't leave!" Landon says.

"Please don't! What if... What if he wakes up..." Daniel says.

"It's been a year." I say.

"So people still wake up after a year!" Landon says.

"Not everyone. Please can we not talk about him?" I ask.

They nod.

"Come on Layla. It's time to go." Ashley says. My aunt comes out.

"I love all of you. I'll never forget about our memories." I say. I have all of them hugs.

Daniel hugged me. "Stay strong." He says.

I get in the car. Ashley is driving and my aunt is in the passenger seat. I wave and blow kisses to the heartbroken teenagers left on my lawn.

I lay back in my seat.

*flashback*

"Let's run away forever together." I say to andrew as I lay on his lap.

"It's not that easy to just runaway. We have memories here. Like the day I fell in love with you. Like the day I saw you in the moving truck for the first time." He says. He rubs my head.

I get up. "Will be be together forever?"

He puts a smile on. "Of course. It's impossible to stop loving you. I'm so in love with you, Layla Winston."

"I love you too." I say and kiss him.

*end of flashback.*

Pain hits my stomach from the memories. It hurts so much to think of him. I was so in love with him. I still am.

I look out of the window and close my eyes. I drift off into sleep.

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I wake up in my new room. The walls are mint green with white furniture.

I live on the border of New York now. If I want to go visit my friends, I'll have to drive into Pennsylvania. I'm only 3 hours away since I live on the border.

It's freaking freezing because it's snowing and plus it's December.

I'm in my senior year now. Almost done with it. Today it's been 1 year and 3 months since I've lost Andrew. He's still alive off of the ventilator. Landon told me that.

Grace and the guys hang out now. Landon and Grace are still dating. Daniel is just doing whatever.

My hair has grown longer and I've gotten taller. Thank gosh. Since we're on the border there's some mountains. So I a usually go up in them and sit and think.

It's a nice view. There's some mountains off in the distance and then there's trees. It's beautiful.

I have made some new friends in school. They're nice. I've gone to visit Grace, Landon, Daniel, and other people a few months ago.

It's just my Aunt and I now since Ashley went off to college in NYU. It worked out for her because she's always wanted to go there for college.

I stare off into the beautiful view and lay back.

Hey guys! I updated real quick for you guys! Next chapter may be short like this one. I'm on writers block :( I'm trying to think of stuff! Please vote and comment. Bye loves❤️