The Wish [Harry Styles]

12.

"Harry?" I turned my head to look at her. I knew it was her, Mandy. Of course my mom told her about me being sad.

I was sad, I didn't eat much or even sleep. I had my days where I spent it in bed, doing nothing just staring at the walls or ceiling. I missed the boys and my life.

This was my life but I missed singing in front of thousands of amazing fans. I missed my crazy moments with the boys, I even missed Lux where I would annoy and play with her.

But I was also grateful for the wish because I recreated my memories with Mandy. I did everything I wanted to do before I was famous. I wanted her to be mine and I got it, but I also want my life back. I was selfish and I couldn't have both lives.

She climbed out of the window and sat next to me on my roof. She gave me a sweet smile that I tried to return and I did. It wasn't fake, she made me smile all the time even in the worst times. She was my bubble of sunshine and happiness.

She kissed my cheek and wrapped her arms around my arm, then she leaned her head on my shoulder but kept her gaze with me.

"Why are you so sad?"

"Mom told you?"

"Wrong. Guess again." I chuckled.

"Gemma?"

"Wrong." I raised an eyebrow in confusion. I didn't see anybody those last few days other than them. "My heart told me that." I smiled wider.

"Aw, your heart knows me well."

"Yup! And, it's on your face, Harry." She giggled. "I just want to help you, tell me what's wrong?"

I stayed silence for a bit and my mind zoned off to our last few days together. They were the best, she did cheer me up. I loved the moments when I kissed her sweet lips, when we sang together and didn't care if we were off key. When she decided to change her room colors and we did a mess, but a beautiful memory to remember.

Everything simple was special when I was with her.

"Should I tell you as a friend, or as a girlfriend?"

"Anything you want, what feels right to you right now." I took a deep breath, taking a moment to think again.

I didn't want to ruin what we had, but I couldn't hide my feelings either.

"Let me guess... you miss them?" I looked at her, trying to read her emotion. Was she mad? Sad? Okay? But I couldn't. "You miss your life?"

I nodded my head slowly and she sighed. She unwrapped her arms and looked at the sky. "Are you mad?"

"I need you to tell me something," She said ignoring my question. I waited for her and my silence was the answer for her to continue. "Where am I in your future? You didn't speak a word about me and I am scared of the answer, to be honest. But... but I need to know the truth, Harry."

"I am telling the truth,"

"No, you're not." She cut me off and looked at me with sadness. "You are hiding something."

"What am I hiding?"

"I don't know, that's why I need to know it from you. If you really want to get back then why did you wish to  be sixteen again?"

She was smart to shut me up with her words. I guess this was it, I needed to tell her.

"I broke our promise," I said in a whisper tone without looking at her. I couldn't do it, she wouldn't understand.

"What? I'm confused."

"After I got in the band, we started getting more fans. Every time I dated some one or even be with a girl, some fans sent hate to her." I sighed. "Not all, but some of them were jealous. I was scared of..." I looked at her and I couldn't read her face again.

"I was scared of losing you. I knew that you would get hurt and you will regret being my friend. I could stand there watching you being sad, and I knew I was the reason."

"So, you didn't speak to me at all. You didn't even talk to me on the phone. That's why every time I ask you, you change the subject because you didn't know anything about me." I didn't realize that she was crying until I saw her wiping her tears and standing up.

I panicked, I ruined everything and I lost her.

I stood up and she got inside as fast as she could. I stood up and went after her, I slammed my bedroom's door shut before she could leave.

"Leave me alone, Harry."

"Wait, you need to know that I was protecting you." I turned her around for her to lightly push me away.

"No, you did the opposite. You left me and hurt me. You did the thing you were afraid of the most. If you knew me well, you would know that I love you so much that I would never leave you. I spent all of my days and nights, thinking if we had the chance to be together and more than just friends." I froze. "I lied okay, I never wished to be your friend. I wanted to be yours. Why did you come back?"

"You love me?"

"You came back to fix everything?" I didn't answer, but I was taken back by her feelings. All that time she loved me so much and she pretended to be my friend. "Sorry, to ruin your plans but you hurt me twice, Harry."

That was the last thing she said before leaving me.

God, I need another wish.

Dun dun dun!! I really hope you liked this and IT'S NOT OVER! also, if you were Mandy, how would you react?

Anyways, let's wait and see next chapter what will happen! x