What do we do now?

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Ok we are here now what are we supposed to say to each other. I don't know I-I still can't apologise enough you have to know that I never wanted to hurt you. He looked down her and put his hand on her shoulder. I know I believe you I-I just.....I don't know. He started pacing back and forth in the Dining room she sat down at the table on the chair closest to him. We both know this can't be. The look on her face looked like a little piece of her died when he said that. I know. He stood still for a few seconds just looking at her but then he snapped out of it and started pacing into the kitchen, unknown to him she got up behind him and followed him. He quickly turned back round startled to see her right there and she wasn't expecting him to turn round so suddenly and had carried on walking causing her to crash right into him sending them both plummeting to floor. He propped himself up on his elbows and  she lifted her head up off his chest leaving them face to face lying on the floor staring into each others eyes, there was a long pause filled with extreme tension in an attempt to break the tension Sylvia spoke up. I'm 18 now if it helps? In that moment Steve through his lips at hers with incredible force she wrapped her arms and legs around him as he got up off the floor lifting her up into his arms and carrying her upstairs.

He woke up the next morning and turned in his bed to see her lying next to him still asleep, he felt so much joy from that sight yet at the same time he felt horrible. She may have been an adult now but only just he was still 21 years older than her old enough to be her dad. He quietly left the room leaving her to sleep as he prepared himself breakfast. He was in the middle of pouring cereal when she emerged, he didn't he could have loved her anymore but he was wrong as she appeared in nothing but his shirt that almost came down to her knees and the sleeves rolled up to her elbows he found his heart almost burst out of his chest. She looked at him awkwardly and tucked her messy her behind her ear, it suddenly became painfully aware to him that he had just taken an 18 year olds virginity. You want some cereal? Yes please. He got out a second bowl and poured her some, she had already made herself comfortable at the table when he came over with the two bowls. Here you go. Thank you. He could feel he was doing one of those smiles that take up way to much of his face again but he couldn't stop it, she looked up from her cereal at him and gave him one her cheeky smiles.  Last time I checked there wasn't so much eye contact over breakfast but hey I could get used to it. You presume we will be having breakfast together a lot? She got up from her chair and came and sat on his lap wrapping her arms around his neck. I very much hope so. They kissed each other playfully, Steve then patted her on the back. K off my lap eat your god damn cereal. She leaped up from his lap and giggled. Alright I'm eating I'm eating. She sat back in her seat and continues to eat her cereal constantly smiling that smile he loved so much. 

You have a hairbrush anywhere? She popped her head round the bath room door peering into his room where he was putting a clean shirt on. Uh yeah drawer by the sink. Thank you. She slipped back into the bathroom. Sylvia? Yes? He wandered over to the bathroom doing up his last button, she was in the middle of brushing her hair. What do we do now? What do you mean? He hesitated for a moment. If all this gets out do...do you think you'll be able to handle the pressure? She seemed horrified. Me handle the pressure what about you if people find out how young I am people will be judging you. I don't care if people judge me I-I just wanna be with you. He was so shocked as she wrapped her arms around him she had said she hated hugs on their first date but after the initial shock he then wrapped his arms round her and rested his chin on her head. It was one of those long tight hugs that make you never want to let go but at last they parted. What was that? I know what I said before but it really depends on the person I have no problem hugging someone I really love and trust. His eyes widened she had just said she loved him even if it was unintentional she still had said. You..you love me. There was a long pause before she stepped closer to him clearing her throat and resting her hands on his chest. Yes Stephen....I love you. The huge smile stretched across his face once again. Sylvia.....I love you to.....really more than you know. That was it there was no wall in between them anymore she was now an open book which he was most determined to read despite his crummy eye sight. They just stood there smiling at each other for way to long. Ok anyway what are we going to do with the rest of the day now? The look on his face as he rubbed his chin acting like he was thinking about it made her know exactly what he was thinking she gave him her version of a playful punch in the arm. Get your mind out of the gutter. What I didn't say anything. Really your gonna stick with that answer are you. Yes because I didn't say anything.....I was just thinking it. She couldn't help but laugh she then skipped over to him and linked her arm with his. Ok we are going out maybe you can finish shopping since I interrupted you yesterday. 

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