*Lexi's pov
"Adam..." I stopped. He wrote a song for me. No stupid, ABOUT you. I shouted and argued with myself. I looked at him, he looked so vulnerable. What do you want Alexis!? I bit my lip, "Adam" I whispered again. He looked into my eyes, hopeful, scared, completely in love. Was I wrong? I thought. He knows everything and still dealt with the paparazzi for me at the restaurant. "Come inside?" I asked just above a mumble. Shock, fear, and happiness moved across his face settling on worry. He nodded and stood up helping me. I opened the door and he followed me in. "Sit?" I asked taking a corner of the couch. He took the other side. There was so much space between us, I was nervous and lonely. I wanted him, so bad, but I can't hurt him. "Adam I'm sorry, the way I left sucked, it was a note and it was wrong I know that but I couldn't say it. Adam you are so amazing and sweet and you're here and it scares me. People hate me because I'm with you. They can't get past what I did and it's gonna hurt you" I started crying. I looked up at him. He was watching me closely, he wanted to hold me I could see it in his eyes. "Lexi it won't, I promise you that." He stretched his arm out, his hand on the couch. It was a hopeful, comforting gesture. I took his hand and looked at him. "Alexis Marie, you drive me crazy, you broke my heart and I'm still begging for you to take me back, you've scared the shit out of me throughout this and honestly I can't get enough you. You keep me on my toes, you make my writing that much better and easier, you are my greatest inspiration. If I lose you now Lexi" he shook his head, "I can't lose you, what do I need to do to prove that you are the only woman I need?!" He shouted some and stopped, looking at me.
I bit my lip. He groaned and turned on the tv and turned on on-demand scrolling through finding what he wanted and hit play. "Watch this" he begged. He fast forwarded through some and hit play. "Seriously!" He yelled at the paparazzi surrounding the front of the restaurant. "Adam did your girlfriend really do that? Is she stable?" They shouted questions at him, it infuriated him and me. "Shut up!" He yelled. "Alexis is an amazing woman, she is not a murder, did you even listen to the interview from the label?! Leave her the hell alone!" He yelled. He continued yelling and he eventually paused it. I looked at him, his hand still in mine. Tears were still flowing constantly down my cheeks, "Adam I..." He dropped my hand and moved closer pulling me close. "I know Lex," he whispered. "I told you, you are the only one I need. I love you Lexi. You can push me away all you want but I'll push back" he whispered in my ear kissing just below it. "I've missed you Adam" I whispered back hugging him tight. "Does that mean?" "Yes Adam" I said.
I pulled away looking at him. He wiped my eyes and kissed me. He leaned back pulling me back with him. "Say it baby" he whispered. "I love you Adam, with all of my heart." I said kissing him passionately. He smirked and held me close.
*Adam's pov
"No Lex come on, I wrote that when I was upset come on please" I begged as she grabbed the sheets from my guitar case. "So... I wrote some stuff too. I guess heartache inspires us both" she said and looked at the sheets. "I like this one" she said referring to never gonna leave this bed. "Really?" I asked. She nodded, "this one is good too though, misery, I think it's my favorite" she said looking back at me. I laughed, "why?" She shrugged, "it's honest" she said. I kissed her, "where's the ones you wrote?" I asked curiously. She got up and went to the desk to search for a notebook. She found it and pulled it out handing it to me. "It was just one babe, and it's not that good" she said. I took it and read it, "don't know nothing. it's good babe, really good." I said looking at her. "Can I record it?" I asked
*Lexi's pov
"Really? Uh yea, yea baby go ahead" I said shocked but happily. "Well if that's the case you should come to Switzerland with us." I looked at him beyond confused, "uh we thought that if we got away and secluded ourselves it would be easier to get the album done. Come with us" he begged. I rolled my eyes, "they won't want me there" I said. "Ugh god Lex, you're going they will love you being there" he insisted. I smirked, "fine, when do you... we... leave?" He bit his lip, "tomorrow." I glared at him, "come on I was not leaving for months and letting you get away with breaking up with me for a silly, crazy, reason." He said and kissed me.
~Switzerland~
"Let's go, Lex!" Mickey yelled. I shook my head laughing, "that's it!" He yelled picking me up and jumping in the water. "Ahh Mickey!" I yelled coming up for air. He laughed as Adam jumped over our heads. "Hey no flirting with my girl! I worked hard to get her back!" He yelled wrapping his arms around me. "Yes you did" I said kissing him. It was fun to relax for a while but worked called to us, okay well maybe work can't yell, but people forcing us.. Err the guys... To work can.
We got out and went back to the house. The guys and I sat out in the backyard relaxing. James, Mickey, and Matt pulled out their instruments and started messing around. I sat with Adam and Jesse and we started writing. We wrote a couple of parts nothing major, nothing that seemed right for the album. It was getting late, the guys went inside to relax but I stayed out. I sighed and picked up the guitar Adam left out. There was so much I needed to say, to get out but I had no idea what to say. I started strumming and soon the words formed. I stopped and started writing. "Hey," Adam said coming up behind me. "Hey" I said softly. "What's this?" He asked. "I don't know yet, help me?" I asked. Adam wrapped the blanket that was around him around me as well. He picked up the sheet and we tossed ideas back and forth and wrote an amazing song.
