Secrets

'I just cant...'

Leo's POV
        After I had a talk with Raph, I went back downstairs. 'What does he mean there's some things he can tell me..?'  "Hey Leo, did you talk to Raph?"  "Geez Mikey don't do that!", I yelped clutching my chest.  "Dude! I finally got you! I mean I wasn't trying then, but...I finally snuck up on you! Hey Donnie, Donnie!"
        Donnie comes running out of the lab, "What! What! Is there another invasion?!"  "No, but guess what!?"  Donnie sighed and he seems quite annoyed, "What Mikey..?"  Mikey starts jumping up and down, "I finally snuck up on Leo and scared him!"  Donnie seemed dumbstruck, "Leo....you mean the master of stealth....the one who knows you are coming from a mile away....that Leo?"  "Yes!"
        He runs up to me and puts his hand on my head feeling it.  "Are you sick Leo? How do you feel?....Are you Leo?"  "Yes I'm me,"  I growled, "And no I feel fine...I was just thinking and wasn't paying attention to my surroundings."  "But you never do that...ever! Are you sure your okay?"  "Yes I'm fine Don. I promise."
        We made our way over to the living room and sat on the couch. 'Was I really thinking that much on what Raph said?' 
        "So did you find out what was wrong with Raph?", asked Mikey as he plopped on the couch next to me.  "Yea, what is up with him? I heard him this morning all the way in my lab."
        I looked down at my hands. "I don't know guys. He won't tell me. He used to tell me everything, but now...."

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Raph's POV
        After I told Leo there were some things that I couldn't tell him, he just up and left. 'I can't tell him. I can't tell anyone. It's just not right. If I told them, they would hate me. Master Splinter would probably disown me as his son.....I just can't'
        I got up and decided to get something to eat. As I got to the stairs I heard my brothers talking.
        "I don't know guys," Leo said sounding sad, "He won't tell me. He used to tell me everything, but now...."  "Hey guys." I said walking over to the living room.
        "Raph! Your finally out of your room. It's nice to see you."  "Shut it Mikey. Just came down here to get something to eat."
        I left the living room and headed toward the kitchen.  'I have to tell him. He was so upset. I hate seeing him upset. I used to tell him everything. Ughhhh what is wrong with me!'  I punched one of the cabinets causing it to crack. The guys came in all at once.  "Come on Raph, another one. I can't keep fixing everything you and Mikey break you know," Donnie said coming over to examine my hand.  "I'm sorry," I mumbled jerking my hand back and running up to my room.
        I got up to my room and slammed the door shut.  'Why can't I do anything right. I want to tell him, but I can't. I-I just can't.' 
        I walked over to the corner of my room and sat down. I put my knees up to my chest and put my head down....I sat there and cried till I fell asleep.
        'I can't tell him. I just can't.'