Secrets

❤️"I love you Raph."❤️

Mature scene ahead

A couple of years ago (Leo is 13)-

Leo's POV
        I woke up out of breath and panting.  'Why do I keep having this dream..?' Looking at my clock I sighed,  'Only 2:07am.....I can't keep doing this every morning.!.' 
        I threw the covers off and looked and my painfully hard dick, already leaking a ton of pre-cum. I took it into my hand, lightly caressing it. I teased myself, pretending my hand was the one I love's.
        I closed my eyes thinking about the dream I just had, while stroking my dick a little harder and faster.

Leo's Dream
I was on the couch watching TV when Raph came over to me.  "Hey Leo, you wanna go spar with me?"  I looked away from the TV and up to him.  "But Raph, my show is on....can we later?"  "Leo, you've seen this millions of times...", Raph huffed crossing his arms.  I looked back to the TV and sighed, "Fine, but your not going to win."  Raph smirked at this, "In your dreams Fearless."
        We both went to the dojo and got into positions.  "Ready Hothead?"  "More ready than you'll ever be."  He charged at me and I blocked his hit. I came around with my katana and almost slice his arm. He dodged it swinging his leg under my feet making me fall. Quickly, he got on top of me straddling my waist while grabbing my wrists and holding them above my head. Raph lowers his head down next to my ear. "Say it," he whispered, "Tell me I won...Say it." "I yield....you win..."
"Good...," he smirked. I then saw him look down at my lips then back up to my eyes, his face being serious looking. "Leo....I-I love you," he said in a soft voice. My eyes widen and start to tear up. "I love you too, Raph." He smiled then dipped his head down and captured my lips in a kiss. We kissed for what seemed like forever and he broke it off. "Leo...can I show you how much I love you?" "Yes Raphie...Show me how much you love me...."
I jiggled my hands a little and he let go of my wrists. When he let go, I reached my hands up and grabbed the back of his neck, pulling his head down into a kiss. I licked his lower lip silently asking permission, in which he quickly gave me. We battled for dominance for sometime, but I went ahead and let him take control.
He took his hands and started to rub up and down my sides while grinding his lower plastron on mine. "R-Raph...", I moaned breaking the kiss. I leaned my head back while he started to kiss my neck. He got down to my collarbone and bit it, most likely leaving a mark. "Ngh.! Raph, no leaving marks." He came up and smirked. "Ah come on Leo, you know I gotta mark ya." "But I want you to mark me me in a different way Raphieeee...," I whined, lifting my hips up to grind his lower plastron. That got him. His smirk went off his face and filled with lust. "You want me mark you Leo..." He growled lowering down next to my ear whispering, "Oh I'll mark you...I'm gonna fuck you so hard, your gonna be sore for days." Him saying that sent chills down my spine. "Yesss, pleeeassse..." "Tell me what you want Leo." "Raph....," I moaned still grinding my hips. "Tell me..." "I want you to fuck me Raph. Fast and hard. I want you to show me how much you love me. I want you to mark me and make me yours."
Churring at what I said, he came back down and kissed me again. He started kissing lower and lower until he reached my lower plastron. He kissed there at first then started to lick it making me moan louder. "Shhh Leo," he said coming up, "don't want to let the others hear what we're doing." "S-Sorry R-Raph, just f-feels good."
"Drop down Leo..." Moaning, I let myself drop into his hand. He started pumping my dick slowly to a full erection then licked to tip. "Mmm...You taste good Leo. Can I have some more?" "F-fuck Raph...mmm please, take all you want." Chuckling Raph went back down and took all of me into his mouth. "Nnggh...R-Raph..."
He started bobbing his head up and down while still stroking with one hand. I took one of my hands and put it on his head, guiding him. "Mmm... Right there Raph....Ah! Faster!" He started going faster and I came right in his mouth. Swallowing everything I gave him, he came up and gave me a kiss. "How was that, Fearless?" "Raph.....That was amazing.!." "Good...Now," he said sliding up to where his dick was right in my face, "show me what you got." I took his dick in my mouth and started sucking and bobbing my head hard and fast. He put his hand on my head, "Yeah...That's right...Suck me real good Leo...then I'm gonna fuck you so hard...." I moaned and started to suck harder and faster. Raph pulled back and I stopped. He slid back down and got between my legs. "You ready Fearless?" I smiled, "More ready than you'll ever be." He smiled back and thrusts into me. "Ahhhg...R-Raph!" "S-Sorry L-Leo...Damn your tight.!" He waits a minute to let me adjust to his massive size then I nod my head telling him it okay to move. Pulling almost all the way out, he slams back into me hitting that spot causing me to jerk my head back and scream his name. "R-Raph!!" "Fuck yea, scream my name.!" He finds his rhythm then takes my semi-hard erection into his hand. He pumps it back to a full erection and started to go faster. "Yea....y-you like t-that Leo?" "Uggnh..!!! Raph....ahh!! I'm soo close!!!"  "That's right....cum for me Leo."
End of Leo's Dream

        "F-Fuck...Uggnh...Raph!" I came saying the one I love's name. Yes. I love my own brother. Of course I've loved him ever since God knows when, but I didn't have these types of feelings since last year. I know I'm young and just hit puberty but....I love him. I can't picture me being with anyone else (because of being a mutant turtle and all) but him. But that won't happen either...He is my brother.....Sensei won't allow it.  'Maybe if I talk to him, he might would consider it.'
        I looked over at my clock....3:58am.  'Well I'll get up and get a shower. Then when Sensei gets up, I'll talk to him.' I get out of bed and head to the bathroom to take a shower.

After shower.....

        I walked in the kitchen seeing Master Splinter at the table drinking his tea.  "Ah. Good morning my son. Why are you up so early?"  "Good morning Sensei. I-I just woke up and couldn't go back asleep."  Splinter took another sip of his tea then set it down.  "My son, sit. Would you like some tea?"   "Yes, please..."  I went over and sat across from him, thanking him for the tea.  "What is troubling you, my son?"  "Sensei......" I take a deep breath trying to gather my thoughts. "Sensei, I love Raph..."  He looked at me then smiles. "That is a good thing Leonardo...."     "N-No Sensei," I say interrupting him, "I mean...I love him...more than a brother..."
        He looks at me is smile fading. "Leonardo, I cannot let you continue this any further."  "B-But Sensei, can we just talk about this....."  "I said no.! If you continue on with these thoughts and feelings I must make you leave. I will not except this."  With that, he got up from the table and headed towards his room to probably meditate.
        'There goes my chance at love.....He probably would of never felt the same in the first place....'    I got up from the table and headed back my room.  'I love you Raph'