Secrets

"I love you..."

Leo's POV
I looked at Raph and gave a fake laugh while rubbing the back of my neck. "Um....How long were you standing there Raph?" "Long enough." He pushed me back into my room and locked the door.
"Okay Fearless, start explaining." "I-I...." I turned away from him keeping my head down. "I love you," I whispered.

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Raph's POV
"Okay fearless, start explaining," I told him. "I-I...." He turns away from me then whispers, "I love you."
I stared at him with wide eyes and my mouth open. 'He just said he loves me. He actually loves me!' I walk up behind him and wrap my arms around him. "I love you too, Leo", I whisper in his ear.
I spin him around and look him in his eyes. "I loved you for so long....why...why didn't you tell me sooner?" "Raph, I-I....." I cut him off by putting my finger up to his lips. "You know what...? I don't care why. I know you love me now and that's all that matters."
"B-but Raph...." This time I cut him off by my lips. 'Man this is way better than I imagined it to be.' I put my hands on his waist and he puts his arms around my neck. He licks my bottom lip asking for entrance, which I gladly gave him. 'He's more eager about this than I am.' We fight for dominance for some time, but he finally gave up and gave me control. I broke our kiss, smirking when I heard him whimper.
I put my forehead to his and stare into his eyes. "I love you, Leo." "I love you too, Raph." I chuckled and smiled while grabbing his ass and picking him up. He immediately wrapped his legs around my waist and I started to kiss him again. I made my way over to his bed and gentle laid him down with me on top. Breaking the kiss again, I started lightly kissing my way down his neck. Once I found that spot, I gently nibbled it receiving a churr from him. "R-Raph, w-we need to s-stop," Leo said stuttering. "Why Leo? We both love each other, so why do we need to stop..." "Master Splinter won't let us..."
         "What are you talking about Leo?", I ask coming up looking into his eyes.  "How much did you hear Raph?"  "Well I heard you yell, "But I love him,"  and then Master Splinter came out, but I couldn't really make out what he said..?"  "Raph...."  When Leo said my name, I immediately get off of him.  'He's crying. Why is he crying!?'  "Raph, he said we couldn't be together. He told me I have to leave and I can't come back until I get rid of these thought of you and me."  "No...No! Leo you can't leave! I just got you! Master Splinter can go to Hell! I don't care what he says. I want you Leo. No....I need you." 
         I go up and kneel in front of Leo and take off his mask.  "If I can't have you here, then I'll just leave with you.", I tell him wiping his tears.
         "No Raph, you can't. Donnie and Mikey need you. I'll only go for a little while then come back and tell Sensei my feelings for you are gone."  Now that made me mad.  "What the fuck Leo! You can't just act like none of this is real.....Fine! If you don't want to be with me, then leave! I don't give a damn! Just do me a favor and don't come back!"  With that, I left his room and ran towards the tunnels to go topside. 'If he doesn't want to be with me, then fine! Who needs him!'
         Once I got topside, I started running the rooftops. I didn't know where I was headed, but I really didn't care. I'll I knew was that I wasn't going to come back.
'There, Leo doesn't even have to leave. I'll leave for him, except that I won't come back. Ever...'