Coleen's POV:
dinala ako ni Oliver sa likod ng campus building at naupo kami sa swing.
"O-Oliver--" -pero pinutol nya ang sasabihin ko.
"Coleen, sorry" -then i heard a sob. he's crying?
"Oliv--" -again, he cut me off >3<
"Coleen patapusin mo muna ako" -then i heard him breathe deeply. "sorry but i can't do this anymore.." -he paused for a while then continued.. "Coleen mahal kita.. mahal na mahal kita! maging masaya ka lang, i'm more than okay even if i have to risk my own happiness. your smile makes mine.. your laugh completes my day" -then he sobbed again. "pero sa pagbuo ko ng kasiyahan mo, hindi ko namamalayang nakakapanakit na pala ako ng ibang tao. Coleen sorry" -then he stood up. what shocked me is what he did next.
he kneeled down in front of me and held my two hands. "sorry Coleen pero hindi ko na matutupad yung pangako ko sayo. i can't help you with Ranz anymore" -then he kissed the back of my hands. i can feel his tears, and it makes me shiver.
suddenly, tears fell down my cheeks, not because of his broken promise but because of my selfishness. is this what i did to him? i turned a very kind, gentle and sweet man into a painful one :'(
he put off the tears in my cheeks.
"sorry Coleen.. please wag kang magalit sakin" -then he bowed down again.
"don't be sorry Oliver.. i should be the one to feel that way" -then i held his chin up. "know what? wala na kong feelings kay Ranz" -then i smiled at him.
"s-say what?" -said Oliver. ako naman ang yumuko.
"i never imagined myself saying such things to you but" -i laughed a little. hinigpitan ko ang yakap sa teddy bear na binigay nya sakin. then i heaved out a big sigh.
"so there's this boy i just lately find cute. and the way he talks gives me butterflies in my stomach. the way he laughs makes me giggle. the way he smiles makes me smile. he is sweet and one of a kind. he's just too good to be true" -all those things, i said with my eyes closed.. imagining the old him i used to know.. the one with no pain to bear, and the one who used to wear a sweet and real smile.
inangat ko yung ulo ko and saw his shocked expression.
"i always say na hindi ako mahuhulog sakanya. never na sumagi sa isip kong darating pala ang araw na kakainin ko ang mga sinabi ko. i never expect this. lately ko lang narealize na mahal ko na pala sya" -then i smiled at him.
"who is it this time?" -seryoso nyang tanong.
"huh?" -naguguluhan ko namang sabi.
"si Ully naman ba? si Cav? si Biboy? o baka naman si Owy!" -with that, napatakip ako ng bibig. i never expect him to say such things.
before pa sya makapagsalita ulit, nasampal ko na sya.
"i know kasalanan ko kung bakit ka nasasaktan ngayon.. pero Oliver, isn't that too much? that was a total crap! who is it this time? YOU!" -then i threw him the bear he gave and ran away.
ang sakit sobra.. ganun pala tingin nya sakin? grabe..
hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko at napahagulgol nalang ako ng iyak. just like what i thought.. hindi nya na dapat nalaman :'x
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OhMyGii!!
that was a UUUUHHHHHH!!!
well.. another short chapter is done. hope you like it ^___^
bear on the right side is the one Oliver gave to Coleen ^___^ cuuute!!!
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~ChicserChxx<3
