Sad poems by a sad girl

Scarlet tears

Something's in the way,
I can't to seem to get through.
It's getting worse everyday,
My life seems to be screwed.

No more friends.
No more care.
I just want this to end,
What did I do? This isn't fair!

Those words that come out of your mouth,
The ones directed at me,
They destroy my mental health.
They effect my sanity.

Just one slip could end it all,
Staining the carpet
As the scarlet drips fall.
And numbness would spread.

Maybe I should do it,
They said I'm better off dead.
Along with other bull shit,
Swirling in my head.

Thinking of my life draining away.
Gives me some happiness,
Being still where Iay.
But I must confess,

I'm afraid of pain.
The stinging sensation,
Of the blade tearing through my veins.

I will save it for another day,
When it all gets too much.
When I get too afraid.
When I've had enough,
Of the constant pain.

Until then I will continue,
My hellish life.
Only then I will end it with one final slice.