When tomorrow comes I'll be on my own, feeling frightened of the things that I don't know
I smile a little as I start thinking about Austin and I.
When tomorrow comes, tomorrow comes, tomorrow comes
I strum the guitar some more
And though the road is long I look up to the sky and in the dark I found, last hope that I won't fly and I sing along, I sing along and I sing along
I smile as I stop strumming the guitar, I stand up and I set the guitar down, I look around and sigh 'Thank god my Dad isn't home' I smile as I fall back onto my bed, I smile to myself as I close my eyes
Silence.
I love it.
I wish my life could just revolve around silence, I mean. Austin rocks my world and I like him so much for that. But, he also can be quite and calm and I love that.
Is silence to much to ask for?
I mean I deserve it, right?
I didn't hurt anyone?
Maybe Ally..
I practically started hating myself as soon Austin told me about his girlfriend
I HATE that I have a crush on him
I HATE myself for kissing him!
I mean..ugh! He did close the gap between us though...
So! That means I'M the innocent one!
Yes!!...oh but now I feel bad for Austin!
I hate my life -.-
I sigh, I sit up and I look around my room, I get up from my bed and I look at the guitar, I smile 'Austin is so sweet for letting me borrow it' I open my door, suddenly wanting water, I walk down the stairs. Just as I stepped on the last step the front door opens, I look up in fear 'Oh no' I see my Dad stumble in, slamming the door behind him 'He's drunk..' I freeze, to scared to move just in case he sees me but this world seems to hate me today, cause he sees me..'fuck' he stares at me and smirks at me creepily, my eyes widen 'Oh no!' He points at me "You!" He slurs "Haven't had your afternoon b-beating yet!" I gasp "Get over here!" 'No! He stopped for a week!! Why now?!" I shake my head, he looks at me angrily "What was that?" He takes two steps "Get.Here.NOW!!" He shouts at me "NO!" I scream, I run up stairs as fast as I can, I open my door. Slamming it behind me, I get my chair and I put it underneath the door knob, I look around my room looking for more things to barricade my door with, the door knob starts shaking "Charlie? Open this door now!" He shouts on the other side of the door, I yelp "No! Please! Leave me alone!" I start crying "Please.." I say weakly, my door bursts open, I scream "Get here you slut!" He grabs my arm tightly "NO! LET GO!" He slaps me across the face "Shut up! You idiotic girl!" He kicks me in the leg, making me fall to the ground "Ow!" I sob "Get up!" I shake my head, he picks me up and throws me on my bed "You know" he grabs my arms and pins them above my head "It's been awhile since I've had sex" I scream "NO! DON'T TOUCH ME! PLEASE NO!" I start screaming and kicking everywhere, he spits on me and started hitting my arms, he grabs my hands and starts squeezing them "AAH! STOP IT HURTS! ARGH!" He punches me in the head, everything goes black.
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I groan, my body starts shaking "Ugh" I open my eyes slowly "What?" I look down 'Oh I'm in bed tied and naked..' I close my eyes. Shock and fear hits me like a ton of bricks, my eyes shoot open "I'M NAKED!" I look at my hands "AND I'M TIED?!" I look around in panick, my bedroom door opens revealing my Dad smirking "Hey sexy" I shiver "Dad? No..no no you haven't.." He shakes his head "No I wanted you awake" my eyes widen "No! Leave me alone!" I start kicking everywhere and I start shaking my head "No!" I hear his belt jingle for a second until I hear a small thud, I look at him and he's now naked too, fear and dread is all I'm feeling right now "No! Please! I don't want this!" 'This would be my first time! And I DEFIANTLY DON'T WANT TO LOSE MY VIRGINITY TO MY DAD!' My breathing isn't normal, my heart is beating like crazy, my body is shaking like mad and the only person on my mind is Austin, my Dad gets on too of me, his..penis touching my private part a little "NO! PLEASE! DON'T DO THIS!" He smacks me "Shut up slut! You're gonna enjoy this!" He smirks as he enters his tip, I'm freaking out as I take huge breaths, I feel the rope on my right foot loosen, I smirk "Hey Dad?" He looks at me "Enjoy this" I kick him in his NoNo part as hard as I could, he practically screams like a girl and falls off the bed, I pull on the rope as hard as I can, my sore right hand becomes loose, I untie my other sore hand and I start untying my left foot. Once I untied myself I get up from my bed and I kick my Dad again "Don't EVER do that EVER again!" I scream at him between kicks, he groans as I gather my clothes, I get dress and I start packing few of my other clothes and a few of my things, I was about to walk out of my room until I feel a hand on my shoulder, I turn around and punch them in the face, I look at who I punched, it seems to be my Dad 'He's knocked out' 'Run while you still have the chance!' I nod, I was about to turn around until I see a certain red guitar leaning against my desk, as i look at the guitar I see a wooden box on top of my desk behind the guitar, my eyes widen 'My blade box and Austin's guitar!' I run and grab Austin's guitar, then i grab my blade box and I throw the box into my bag, I look around the room to see if their was anything I was gonna forget, I sigh and I kick my Dad one more time, I run down stairs and I run out of my house, as I'm running down the street I glance back at my house 'I'm sorry..Dad' I arrive at the school 'I just can't live like this anymore..' I climb over the school gates and I jump down, I look at the school in thought 'This is my new home now..' I remember my secret hideout, I smile 'I could stay there just for a month then I'll ask Austin if I can live with him' I sigh "It's gonna be quite much to ask.." I mumble as I open the door to my secret hideout 'But hopefully he wouldn't mind..' I sit down on my bed
(Yes I have a bed in my secret awesome hideout) I grab Austin's guitar and I start strumming it
Your my flashlight light light
Your my flashlight light light
Your my flashlight..
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The Broken Girl
عاطفيةShe's broken. People broke the girl who was once happy, the only time when she can smile is when she's alone. Being alone is her favourite thing in the world. She gets bullied at school, she gets abused at home, she has no-one to turn to ever since...
