Mistakes

Mistakes were made

After the long vacation when we got home It took a day to rest my body from pain because traveling. When I went to school I still had some pain in my torso when I spoke to Honey she was annoying (in a good, cute, beautiful way) and I didn't feel so good so I said
"Don't talk to me, okay?"
I didn't think she would really do it for one whole month, That was one of my mistakes.

After a month we had a club meeting so I made her an " I apologize letter "
so she read it and she didn't even read the whole thing I was going nuts, I kept it in my head so no one would notice.
After that I talked to her on a sunday I made another "I apologize letter" so she forgived me, but she said "We can't be together, I'm not like your cousin whose a 'Paasa'." as people would call it.
And she said that we can only be friends nothing else, at first I didn't feel bad actually I kinda felt good but when days have passed, I still have a crush on her the happiness grew into madness,hatred, & sadness. When I finally knew who her crush is I just exploded out of existance inside I wore my jacket hood and I covered my shocked looking face,
both angry and sad I couldn't help but cry, I thought of everything I remembered since I was 3 until I got to the very moment that she was asking me at the same time, me, crying I just ignored her when I got home I said to myself that I wouldn't talk to her but when I was heading to school I realized I forgot to wear my ID....