Not now, not today

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Key:
(y/n): Your name
(g/p): godly parent
×When given the chance to pick you parent, pick your mortal parent's gender and fill it in the blanks.
Warning! Slight swearing and cursing used. (The words Bitch and slut is being used)

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He had definitely corner (y/n) as she gripped tightly against her bed covers, on her shoulder's pressing her down forcefully was Leo. His warmth from his hand seemed to go hotter and hotter, and now it stung. Her skin around his hands numb.

"I said I'm sorry already (y/n) I didn't mean too, I...I was dumb okay, dumb!" he shouted desperately water brimming his eyes. (y/n) on the other hand was already crying, tears dripping down her checks and damping the bed covers. She would have to clean that mess up later, or she would have to face the consequences, heck she was already breaking the most important rule where opposite genders that are not from the same godly parent be in a cabin alone. Even though (y/n) had managed to remember each consequences and rules, she was too tired to even care.

"You know. Leo you know." (y/n) cried between tears, "you know they don't like me," she could feel her voice dying, talking was already a pain and breathing hurt much more than it should. "Why would you do this to me? Don't you love me?" her voice getting softer and softer with each word she spoke, cracking at the word 'love'.

"I do (y/n), I do!" Leo shouted, angry yet desperate, "I do love you (y/n) and I'm sorry okay. I don't want to lose you."

(y/n)'s vision was blurred with her tears as all she could see were wobbly lines that made a figure of a face. She wasn't even sure if Leo was there, if she was hallucinating everything, but the warmth that emitted from his presence made (y/n) remember and gave her confirmation that he was there. His voice soggy and hoarse, blended with the sound of her cries.

"Would you like it if I called you a son of a bitch?" Leo winched, "Yes you don't like it. You don't mind people making fun of you, but you mind that comment because they are insulting your mother..." She cried, "that is exactly how I feel Leo. Yes I might be worthless, I might be a slut, or whatever thay want to call me, I don't care, but my parent wasn't! My (Mother/Father) was not anything they said (she/he) was!"

The grip on (y/n)'s shoulders tightened as he pressed (y/n) down the bed, his knees wobbling as he avoided (y/n) gaze. "I'm sorry..." he said barely a whisper. "I'm sorry, please don't let me lose you."

"Shut up Valdez. Not now, not today. Now you should be lost and gone. Now you should be away and out of my sight." (y/n) spat as she shouted in pain.

It hurts. It hurts so much to know you didn't stand up for me.

"No, (y/n), I'm sorry! Please (y/n)," he's arms were warming up now. (y/n) could feel the fabric under his warm touch burn slightly, causing her skin to tingle with pain.

"Not now, please," (y/n) mumbled as she whipped away the tears that kept flowing down her checks.

Please not now, it hurts to breathe. Later maybe, but just not now.

"Please Leo...get off me." (y/n) said, sniffling, her arm over her eyes. "Get out of my cabin."

"Not now," he muttered, "not when I made a terrible mistake. Not now, not today." he repeated. He calmed down a bit, his muscles relaxing a little as silence filled the cabin. The dim lighting fixed on (y/n) as she sobbed quietly, with Leo casting a giant shadow over her as he finally let loose the tears he held that dropped on the daughter of (g/p)'s lips.

He blinked slowly, closing his eyes, before leaning down, pressing his whole body against hers as he pressed his lips onto (y /n)'s. "I'm sorry," he muttered. "Please I don't want to loose you, not now, not ever."

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Author's Note:
I didn't check the story, so sorry about the errors. Will edit this one-shot soon though :3. Enjoyyy ~

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