What About Love [Austin Mahone/Jake Miller/Janoskians FF]

Chapter 16

I was back at home resting on the couch watching AHS (love that show😫💕) when I felt my phone vibrate. I wriggled my phone out of my jeans & saw the screen: Jai 🐷☺️. Of course I had to answer it but I was under pressure to tell him - thanks Brittany 😑. I slid my phone & answered his call.

"Oy! How's my little ray of sunshine!"

I couldn't help but blush like crazy! Jai was in a great mood today but then again he's on tour with the rest of the Janoskians so I know those boys are having the time of their lives.

I giggled," I'm doing rather well, for the most part."

I heard Beau yelling," go fuck off," probably to Luke or something about God only knows what.

"That's good to hear - wait for the most part?" Jai asked, then I heard a door close.

Fuck.

Tears were now falling. Truth is it was so hard to find the right way to tell him 'oh you know by the way I have leukemia'. I was taking deep breaths & took a swig from my water bottle. I guess I had to tell him.

"Jai this isn't going to be easy to tell you & I don't know how you're going to take the news but please don't be afraid or upset about it okay piggers?" I hesitated

"Jessica what's going on? Are you alright?" Jai asked, his voice trembling with sadness & the last time I heard him like this was him & Ariana's breakup.

I sighed," Jai I was recently in the hospital because I've been diagnosed with leukemia and I didn't know quite how to break it to you."

I could hear something break, like the object had been thrown at the wall or smashed on the floor. I was crying because of the fact that he was hurting about something that I don't have any control over.

I choked out," Jai please stop! Talk to me"

I heard him huffing & then a door open which I assumed was his hotel room. Their was some discussion and yelling then I heard Jai yell," JESSICA HAS FUCKING CANCER !"

I didn't know how to process the fact that he just told the rest of the boys my secret. No no how could you Jai ?! I hung up and ran out the door and just ran till I couldn't breathe anymore. I wound up at Fort Lauderdale beach near the end by the ocean and sat down and sobbed. I don't know what I did do deserve this?! Jake and I ended and he's all fucking happy, I probably just lost about all my friends and now I'm sick with this disease and it's like nothing I do is good enough . I must have been away from the house for a while because I had my phone blown up.

30 missed called
25 texts
5 voicemails

Oh god I'm going to be dead by Jenna & Brittany. But when I unlocked my phone they were from Jai, Luke , Beau & the others. I decided to call James and let him know I was alright.

It legit just rang once and he picked up by the second time.

"Jessica are you alright?! Where are you?!" James franticly asked

I sniffled," beach not to far from the house. I'll have Jenna give me a lift, and I am fine."

I heard the boys yell,"we love you!"

I sobbed even harder. I just wanted them to be here holding me, rubbing my back, holding my hands & not in another country.

"Boys... Please.. Come home" I said between crying