"The love of Gerard way" a Gerard Way love story

chapter 4

lena's pov

today Is a new day i'm alive yay!! oh god last night it was so so perfect oh god I hope it was not a dream shit! * I rush to my phone to see if the pictures are real* oh thank geesus they are real!! oh gee he looks so damn perfect I look like a damn potato well oh well what if he calls me? haha i'm terrible I think Gerard way. would call me I mean he's a Rockstar he has millions of fan girls after him why would he be interested in me? oh well haha i'm gonna get ready to day I have to work I work at the most terrible place in the entire world ''starbucks' its literally hell! but i can wear my piercings and show my tats so that like the only good thing about it i get ready walk out the door and i realize something i never even told gee my name like wtf? is wrong with me!! that's the first thing you tell someone! ugh why am i so so dumb?. i go to work there are so many people wanting so many things ugh i wish i could just quit i only really worked here because Gerard way loves coffee i actually hate it but don't tell him that hehe i go on my break in 5 minutes all i want to do is go on my phone i'm obsessed with it! but who isn't? i'm on my break now i rush to a open table and get my phone out of my purse i turn it on and see i have a missed call from an unkown number can it? no no it cant be Gerard way i mean why would he call me! i rush and call it back but no one answers and there is no voice mail you can leave a message so i guess i will i say '' um... hi i don't know who this is i don't know if you called the wrong number but just call back thanks'' that was a terrible message im such an awkward person gees well my break is over i wasted my whole break for whoever that person was it was probably the wrong person anyways *sigh*. im done from working hard all day I've checked my phone so many times nobody has called nobody ever calls me i'm such a lonely person my mom never calls me my dad never calls me i have no friends at all i just want to end it all im walking home because i don't have a car i rode a bus to the concert oh well i get home. nobody lives with me i have a small apartment and i have 1 turtle to keep me company and his name is party poison from danger days of course but all that's really on my mind is this person, Gerard, and also ........ cutting, I've been clean for 1 month but i feel so lonely right now i just want to do it so so badly but there's scars all over my body i really don't want anymore * i start to cry very very hard* suddenly i hear my ringtone i rush and pick my phone up i say '' hello?'' ''hey!' i hear the voice of a angel they say ''its Gerard hey sorry i called you so late but so many things have happen today'' i then say ''oh hi! oh really! are they bad things?" he then says ''no no just good things hehe how have you been you sound sad'' i say ''oh im okay and by the way my name is lena if you are wondering haha'' he then says ''oh yes!! i  was just about to ask that i should of asked you that last night but you were just too beautiful i was shy hehe' i say ''okay now if this like a prank? is this even gee way?'' he then says ''no no this is not a prank and yes this is the real Gerard way and most girls say thanks when they get a compliment'' i say ''well thank you very much'' he then says ''hey im in town for a couple more days do you think we can um like get coffee some time?'' i seem surprised i don't have words i say '' of course!! oh my god but i like work at a coffee shop so just don't order me coffee haha'' he says ''really!! that's my dream job haha'' i say ''oh stop showing off we know your a big singer okay haha' he then says 'right! haha so i gotta go lena i'm so tired from all this work but i will call you tomorrow for the time and place okay" i say ''okay and same here im so tired to haha'' he then says ''okay it was so nice to hear your voice again i cant wait to see you again bye!' i then say ''bye!!'.