"I don't know where I'm at
I'm standing at the back, and I'm tired of waiting.
Waiting here in line,
hoping that I'll find what I've been chasing.
I shot for the skyI'm stuck on the groundSo why do I try, I know I'm gonna to fall downI thought I could fly, so why did I drown?Never know why it's coming down, down, down"
-Jason Walker ft. Molly reed
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(Selena's POV)
I tried calling Harry for what seemed like the millionth time. I needed to tell him I was wrong, to tell him that it was him. I needed to apologize for taking so long to see that.
"Hi, you've reached Harry, I'm not here at the moment. Leave a message and I'll get back to you." His answering machine spoke. I sighed a little.
"Harry... I need you to come home... We need to talk, to fix this.. You're the only one who makes me feel okay.. Just please, call me." I hung up and wiped my tears that feel down my face. Eli started whimpering, and I got up and picked him up, I rocked him. "It's going to be okay, Elijah.. I'll make sure you stay safe." I whispered, as my voice cracked.
Why wasn't he answering me? I made a mistake, can't he see that? I don't know how much longer I can keep myself together.
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(Harry's POV)
It's literally been weeks since I left my hometown to rejoin the boys and create our next album. Selena has been calling me non-stop. I just can't listen to her right now, because she chose him, over me. That broke my heart, and I don't know if I can ever just be friends with her. My phone buzzed, it was Taylor, I sighed and answered.
"Harry.. You need to come home." She pleaded, she sounded like something was wrong.
"I can't just leave, Taylor. What's up?" I tried to sound as monotone as I could.
"Something's happened.. You need to come back." She pleaded again, crying this time.
"Taylor, whatever it is, I'm sure Justin can handle it." Hiding my anxiety.
"HAROLD EDWARD!" she screamed. "You are acting like a freaking baby! Justin, is the reason you need to come back!" I became immediately alert.
"What did he do to them?" I asked quietly.
"What he always does, you need to come back before it gets worse." she said quietly.
"We have two more days of recording, and then I can come back, can it wait until then?" There was a long pause, then she sighed.
"Just get back soon, please." She hung up, and I walked into the recording booth to hurry this process along.
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All is Lost
FanfictionHave you ever felt like you're drowning in your own mind? For Selena, this is a reoccurring feeling. Ever since Justin got her pregnant, and then left her, she's been drowning in her pain. The only thing keeping her going is the little baby inside o...
