All is Lost

Chapter 19: Without You.

 "If I had my way,

I'd spend every day right by your sideAnd if I could stop time,believe me I'd Try for you and IAnd each moment your gone,is a moment to long in my lifeSo stay right here, right now

 My heart breaks with every beat,I cant explain what you do to meSo just say you'll promise me,please, take me if you ever leaveBut the thought of you gonemakes everything wrong in my lifeSo stay right here, right now  

Cuz' without you I'm a disaster
the moment you go
And your my ever after
Just thought you should know
Cuz I need to know your answer
Just say you'll stay with me
I want you to say your gunna stay with me
Just say you'll stay with me
I die every day that your away from me "

-My Darkest Days

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(Harry's POV) 
-7 Months later- 

It's been literally too long since I've seen Selena, We've emailed every once in awhile, but I decided to let her have the space she needed. I didn't blame her for wanting time for herself, but I wished I could just be with her again. Tonight was the last night of the tour, and we are ending it in L.A. with one of the biggest arena's we'd performed at. 

As I was packing up all my stuff on the bus, my phone made a whistling noise. Telling me I had a text, when I looked at it, it was from Selena. 

"Good luck tonight, Make it the best show yet. xoxo :)" I smiled and replied,

"As long as I think of you, it's always my best show." I put my phone in my pocket and sighed. 

In the last few months, we got Kendall to agree to a paternity test. Which showed that the baby was in fact not mine. Turns out the guy she did have sex with was a complete and utter deadbeat so she just wanted a good father for her baby. I guess I understood that, so I forgave her. She even apologized to Selena personally, which then caused them to become good friends. Given they had kids with dead beat dads in common. 

Speaking of Selena's kid, Elijah started talking and walking and he's all around just growing up way too fast. About 3 months ago, Justin was sentenced to jail time for 3 years, but he's written Selena letters for Eli. I think maybe he's trying to make a turn around, which I hope he does, because none of us want the baby grow up without his real dad. Selena is being super cautious though, she won't let him in unless he proves himself to them. 

"Mate, You ready to head on?" Louis came over and patted my back, I nodded and followed him inside. Liam walked over and swung an arm around my neck.

"Aye, Mate. How's it going?" He smirked, and I laughed. 

"Your pits smell like roses." I looked up at him. 

"Hush up, I had to use girly deodorant." he let me go then chuckled. "We are adding in You and I tonight. Fans demands." I nodded and we got ready for sound check. 

---That Night, at the Concert--

I ran my fingers through my hair, it really has gotten extremely long. I kinda like it though. I put on black skinny jeans and a light blue flannel shirt, I left the top buttons unbuttoned down back my biceps. The boys and I got ready to go on, I pulled out my phone and looked at a picture of Selena.