Through the Enlightenment (Harry Styles)[Bk.3]

Honesty from Me:)

Hey my loves! It has been a while hasn't it? How are you guys? (Do feel free to answer in the comments.)

Alright, I know some on you probably want to kill me for being away this long or for always posting things like this; I don't know. So, before I go into what I want to say I want to let you know that I am writing as I think along. I will not edit this and I have no idea how long this is going to be so if you do read this and comment thank you sooooo much.

First off, I'm sorry for being away. Its just that I am in uni and things are getting busy and I have more responsibilities. Of course id rather write all day but that isn't the case.

Things have been getting quite hard here on my end with school and personal things and my anxiety. I'll admit there was a point where things got to crazy and I thought to myself should I continue this account and stories? There were moments in my day where I did have free time and I could have written but instead I didn't and I'm sorry for that.

I'm sorry because I know so many of you comment on my stories, vote or message me asking for an update because you are all excited for my story, but I just wasn't in a right place to do it. I did think about giving up but then I thought about all of you and...(ugh! Gonna cry!)

I don't know. I mean I have over 500 followers and over 1K reads in my stories.. like when I first started this I didn't think so many if you would read it. I thought that I would be lucky enough to just have like ten people read them. I know there are others out there that have way more followers than I do but still. I can't quite get my head around it. I mean why would I want to lose the people who are supporting me?

I can honestly say that I am not leaving here. I am going to continue on writing!

I am so eternally greatful for every vote, comment you have given me. Especially recently, so many people have asked for translations and added my stories to there reading list..its crazy.

I can't express how much it means to me that you have followed me from the beginning of the Through the Dark series up to now. Or even to those people who just message me saying hello and asking how am doing, that is very kind of you.

This has been a hobby of mine. Writing is what I love to do. I've always wanted to write stories that make people feel something, make them laugh or cry but my main goal was to make the readers feel like they can relate to a character in my stories or the relationship seem realistic as possible; so hopefully I'm doing that.

I can't promise you that I will update very frequently. I ama perfectionist and before I say this I don't want you to think that I'm trying to be like Elizabeth but, I do get like her sometimes.

Guys, I do struggle with anxiety and panic attacks, which is the main reason why I don't update cause I feel like the chapter isn't good enough, or my writing isn't good enough... I just hate feeling this upset cause i hate people feeling sorry for me...i don't know I've always been brought down so its hard for me to believe sometimes that good things can happen.

I love you all so much and the last thing I want is to let you all down. I have no bloody clue what I did to get your support... or why you love my stories so much but thank you endlessly. Every single time I get a new follower or comment I think okay no one else will follow you, like it stops here... but it hasn't stopped. Thank you soo much every single one of you, you're cute as a button ;) and bloody beautiful!

I will update again soon; I'll try. Thank you for reading. Please tell me what you think in the comment. Don't forget to vote on the last chapter and share!

All my love!xoxo