Through the Enlightenment (Harry Styles)[Bk.3]

34. Vow

Author's Note

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Harry's POV

After laying a few more minutes on the kitchen floor, I placed my boxers and pajama pants back on and took us back to our bedroom. Now, we were both laying under the warm blankets in our large bed.

We were watching TV together but Elizabeth soon feel into a deep slumber so I assume she didn't sleep much last night while checking up on me. I sigh, starring at the muted TV, our bedroom still in the dim light, the sunshine covered by the curtains of the window.

I turn my head and smile down at Elizabeth who was sleeping on my chest, one of her legs tangled between mine, while one of her arm was draped across my bare torso hugging herself to me; her head resting on my shoulder with my arm draped around her.

Yesterday, but mostly this morning, was a revelation for me. All of my dark thoughts of desperately wanting to be a guardian angel, for the monster in me to disappear, has vanished. Completely vanished by Elizabeth's fear, fear of not having me by her side and the fact that she has lived that pain before when I left makes me regret my thoughts even more. I can't put her through that pain again, even if my intentions are to only give her a happy life.

In a way, I do not regret leaving Elizabeth before because it made us who we are now. It made us into a strong united front. I also do not regret pushing her out of the way and taking a stake through my chest for her. Elizabeth has already been killed in front of me before, because of me before, and I couldn't bring myself to endure that pain again. That same pain that I know Elizabeth felt yesterday having death stooping down at me.

She is happy and it's a miracle that her happiness comes from me being by her side.

I smile, kissing the top of her head. Elizabeth let's out a small hum at my touch before moving, nuzzling closer into my side still fast asleep. I grab hold of the blankets tugging them up, covering her exposed back so she wouldn't be cold.