B L A C K- Tez Mengestu Fanfic

❀Death Sucks❀

BEFORE I START THIS CHAPTER I WANNA GIVE A SHOUTOUT TO MY FRIEND   FOR HITTING 1 MILLION READS ON HER BOOK ! PROUD OF YOU LOSER

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- 2WEEKS LATER -

i had to go on a flight back to New York for my father's funeral and thankfully tez was coming along with. right now my mom, little brother, tez and i were on that flight as we speak. this flight was about an hour and some minutes so i wouldn't be too bored. although this flight attendant kept giving tez the "lets fuck in the airplane bathroom" look and i was NOT having it. so everytime she walked by i would kiss tez and grab his dick.

"someone's a little jealous" tez joked

i was jealous why was she giving MY boyfriend that look ?! i should be the only one giving my boyfriend that look. "am not" i smirked at tez as he scrolled through his music tez decided to take a short little nap

soon enough the flight was over and my father's death get together was tomorrow..if i could use one word to describe how i feel it would be numb. i literally felt nothing. all i ever did was sleep

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today was the day.i would have to stand in front of the people who loved my father and give a speech on how much i loved my father.nothing could prepare me for this day. i got dressed in all black everything (A/N:ill post what their both wearing on the books twitter) i walked down the stairs to see tez dressed in a black fitted suit he looked good but i couldn't focus on that right now, my heart was hurting and i didn't know how this day would go. "ready?" my mom asked "i'll never be ready" i sighed, Tez grabbed my hand while i grabbed my little brothers hand. he looked so adorable in his little tux and bow tie. we got into my mom's rental car and we started to drive to the burying. there were so many people here. it's weird to think my dad actually knew most of these people. it was time for me to give my speech. i hadn't even bothered to write one because i wanted to speak from the heart.

i looked up at everyone and wondered where they came from who they missed and what they regretted. i took a deep breath "my dad. my father, the only man i had ever known to love until i found out what love actually was" i weakly smiled at tez "it's strange to think that he's actually gone. sometimes i still think he's here in new york just waiting for my phone call so we can catch up with each others lives, if there's anything I've learned it's that it's incredibly important to surround yourself with people that inspire you and you inspired me to be a better person, if i get lucky and you rub off on me and you give me even a smidge of the loyalty to the people you love, the easiness with which you live and the selflessness in your heart, I'll be set. i miss you so much. i never got to day good bye so this is it. i love you daddy" (A/N-if you know where thats from then you earned yourself a cookie) and with that i sat back down right in between tez and my mom all eyes were on me and i didn't exactly know how to feel about that. normally i wouldn't mind but today was different. its like something was gonna happen but i can't figure out. the funeral was over and before we buried him i laid a white rose down in his casket. he always said he enjoyed their simplicity. my mother, Tez, and colin got back into the car and we drove back to our hotel we were staying at. i was ready to get back home to North Carolina i hated being here all it did was remind me that my father was dead and never coming back. i decided to sleep the pain away.

only to be woken up by my loveeeelllyyy boyfriend telling me to get up because were going to mcdonalds

T E Z

i had to figure out a way to get bri out of this terrible slump so i figure food. food always makes people happy. i know they say you shouldn't eat away your problems but bri needed to, considering that she hasn't ate all day and i was getting worried about her.

"but i don't wanna leave my bed" she pouted

"i don't care lets go" i argued with her "you haven't left the house or eaten all day" she huffed and put on her black vans and finally got out of the house. she literally cringed at the sunlight which was not a good thing so i made us walk to mcdonalds because it wasn't even that far. we didn't say anything to each other. i figured when she's ready to talk about how she's feeling she'll talk i won't push her. thats the worst thing to do to a person while there going through something. we got to mcdonalds and i told her to go order our food so she could talk and interact with people besides me and her family. in the mean while i noticed that nash texted me. i was so wrapped up in what bri was going through i didn't even check my phone for the past 2days.

N-dude , how's new york looking ?

T- its beautiful hella busy, but bri is down af and im trying everything to make her feel the least bit better

bri came back with our food and she weakly smiled at me. i hated seeing her this sad so i asked as we began to eat our food "wanna go to coney island ?" she always would tell me about how much she loved coney island so why not take her there. she paused for a minute. she looked like she was actually in a deep thought.

"sure." she answered quickly

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im sorry for the long updates and stuff :( i just have really bad writer's block and i feel like i wanna post chapters when the chapters are full of quality not post 300 word chapters to shut you guys up from wanting an update like most writers here on wattpad do. i wanna post 1000 to 2000 word chapters to give you guys a quality chapter.