B L A C K- Tez Mengestu Fanfic

❀My Selfish Heart❀

We were driving to coney island and i know he was doing all of this to make me feel better but i didn't feel any better. i did appriciate his effort but my heart was still hurting. we were walking and i decided to tell tez that i wanted to go home. like HOME back to north carolina. we drove back to where my mom was and i told her i was leaving early. she wasn't necessarily happy with my choice but my mind was made up i just wanted to go home and make youtube videos. i wanted to lock myself away from the world. 

I Got into my rental car and started to drive away. tez had already caught  a flight back. i think i might have drove him away. i boarded my plane and feel into a deep sleep.

------3 days later-----

i felt much better now and tez was currently on his way here now so we could "netflix & chill" (A/N:LMFAOOOO IM SORRY I HAD TOO) the doorbell rang and i ran downstairs to open the door.

"helllloooooo" i answered the door jokingly as i opened it

"hey babe, wassup" tez answered back

"im definitely in a much better mood than i was before" i smiled as he leaned in for a kiss.

T E Z

 it was such a good feeling to see my girlfriend in a much better mood. i love bri i really do, seeing her upset honestly breaks my heart. but now i have to tell her about the matt espinosa tour that im going on.

"so briana.." i said nervously. i said it nervously because how do you tell someone who your with 25/8 that your gonna leave them for a couple of months ? maybe its just me and my sensitive emotional ass.

"yeah t?" she answered back shyly.

"so im going on tour...for about 3 months" and i looked her in the eye for any type of emotional response but there wasnt one there. her eyes seemed kinda blank

"tez, did you think i would be angry ?" she asked 

"well...yeah. lately thats the emotion you've been showing the most"

F L A S H B A C K 

"TEZ WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU YOUR ALWAYS BREAKING THINGS " SHE SCREAMED 

"IM SORRY IT WAS AN ACCIDENT !" 

"ACCIDENT MY ASS. GET OUT"

"WHA-"

"GET. OUT. NOW!"

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"YOU HONESTLY MAKE ME SO FUCKING ANGRY I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY IM DATING YOU"

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"GOD I FUCKING HATE YOU !  GET THE FUCK OUT MY HOUSE"

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F L A S H B A C K O V E R 

"well, im not mad. im actually just content. i think some space would be good for us considering that were always up each others ass" she jokingly smiled "so go ahead. go on tour.have fun,but not too much fun,and just remember ill be here waiting for you when you get back." she smiled and pulled me in for a hug. i hugged her back tight "you know i leave in 3 days right ?" i said. "oh i already knew about the tour. matt has been all over twitter promoting it"she smirked i smiled as i hugged my girlfriend "you know i love you right?" she asked " you know i love you more right ?" i picked her up and her legs automatically wrapped around my torso. "now, help me pack" i smiled as i brought her up the stairs to our room.

"okay so what do you want your tour theme to be ?" she asked 

"my tour theme?" i laughed "wtf is that ?"

"your main vibe for the tour like hippie, dark, cool & collected. stuff like that " 

"ohhhhhh, lets go with cool and collected" i smiled

she pulled out alot of dark t-shirts, some white, ripped jeans, most of my vans, two bucket hats, mainly dark/cool colored things. we went through it to make sure i could mix and match my clothes and have enough clothes for 3 months. by the time we were finished it was 5pm & we were hell hungry so i decided we would go out to red lobster as a treat to us. "babe go get dressed , were going out to eat" she smiled. and ran upstairs and got dressed, when she came down she had one of my favorite dresses on her. i loved it because it hugged her curve perfectly.

"you ready ?" i asked as i grabbed her hand and we walked out to the car.

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guys im so sorry ive been gone for so long. ive had terrible writers block because i cant write sad chapters but i tried !

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