Chapter 9

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"Hm?" I looked up and our lips connected.


It had been 3 days since Luke and I kissed. Many things had happened:

1. We had hung out a lot more.

2. He scheduled a specialist to meet with me so we could learn more about the tumor.

3. I had to make a decision that could potentially ruin my friendship with everyone... yay.

How about we go deeper into that decision. I was going to die... Well most likely. Or I would have brain issues. I know delaying the surgery is practically suicide it's just I want another month. Another month to be with Luke, the boys, my family, and my friends. I knew my family would love me no matter what. Yes, I would be upset if the boys hated me but I was more concerned about Luke, Aria, and Liana! They were my life! Like literally my life. Luke... Luke was my love. Aria was my fearless best friend who was a bit of a badass. Liana was my rocker best friend who was so supportive in everything I did. I wanted to be able to remember Aria's stupid jokes and how she laughed at them when they were the lamest things ever. I wanted to remember the way Liana's eyes lit up when she played bass. I wanted to remember the way Luke's lips felt against mine.

"Darling?" My mother said poking her head into my room.
"Yeah mom?" I asked. My mind whirled with questions.
"Specialist meeting tomorrow at 3." She said an then left me to my thoughts.
"Okay." I whispered to the closed door.

Then I was left alone with my thoughts. The brain is powerful, your thoughts are powerful. Having them swirl around made me tired. One thought stood out in my mind and tireless darkness took over:

Was I making the right decision?

YAY! It's finally December!

~~Karamelcandy

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