The New DX Member

The One Where Lita Remembers, Part 3 - Unedited

Dear Diary,

I have a sister. Yup a sister. I really can't rack my brain around it. It's weird to think that I've had a sister all this time and not even realizing it. Ugh but the most suprising bit is that the person I despise the most is in fact my sibling now. I can't believe it. Lita is my sister. I blame dad for this. He was the one who had an affair then took off and he did the same to Lita's mom. He really is a douchebag but he is my dad. They say you can't choose your family right? STILL! LITA LIKE IT COULDN'T OF BEEN ANYONE ELSE? We are so different it's almost crazy. I guess now that we are in the same faction we will have to at least try and get along. Not sure how that is going to work because that bitch boils my blood, Like a lot------

Oops, I guess I forgot to finish last time, My bad. Now I know I said that I hated Lita and everything about her but I may of changed my mind. Okay yeah she's still annoying and tends to get underneath my skin but she's family now. Opposites attract right? Wait wrong scenerio. We are opposite though. She's 90% fury while I'm only 50% fury. I'm hyper and nice all the time and she doesn't show her emotions that much. But despite all our differences she let's me be my weird self around her and doesn't seem bothered by it which is heartwarming. I always thought she had a cold heart and soul especially with what happened between her and Glenn. She doesn't though, She is just different like me. I admire her ability to show such confidence. She is a beautiful disaster in more ways than one and I know the old me would hate to say this but I love her.

Love, Always 

JadeXx

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Lita sat stumped. She had been informed that almost everyone's diary entries were bad, Horrible even but her's wasn't that bad, I mean sure she had written some jabs but I guess they were true not that she would ever agree to them out loud. Over all though Jade had been nice and sweet even her cold heart melted a little. She didn't really have a cold heart but everyone thought she did so she just went along with it and eventually it became who she was. It was strange alright, It was like her heart had two persona's. The sweet and humble one and the other dark, cold and souless one. She figured she was a mixture of both but Jade had informed her one night that she thought differently. The words were still imprinted in her mind and she wished they could stay there forever. 

"Just ignore them, Jerks don't know what they're talking about" Jade said shaking her head at the fans on the other side of the road.

"What, You don't think what they are saying is true?" Lita asked, She was shocked but she concealed her emotions with a blank tone.

"Of course not! I mean at one point sure but times are different, Look sis who gives a shit what they think. You have friends and a sister who know the real you and love you for being you. We know your not a traitor or a slut or any of those horrible things those meatheads are saying. Just be true to yourself and be brave and then you won't give a shit what everyone says, You'll be a cool calm collected but strong warrior that doesn't give a fuck about the haters, Alright?" 

Lita smiled as Jade's voice echoed around her head. She turned back to the journal and drummed her fingers over the cover. Edge sat across from her playing on his phone and humming a random tune. Lita knew were her true feelings laid but didn't have the nerve to tell her once love that. She shook her head as Matt's face crossed her brain.

"I'm in" Is all she said to Edge. 

Edge grabbed the journal off the table and nodded before shrugging his bag on and walking out. He was suprised that everyone was being so nice to him but I guess they realized they had to because well I have all the answers.

Edge was fully aware that he didn't have all the answers but he had the journal and that had most of the answers in them, So he was fine telling himself that everything was going to be okay.

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Hello Lovelies!

I do realize this is a little short but don't worry more to come. I don't know if any of you are care but I'm going to say this anyway aha. I'm mpving houses at the moment well in the middle of anyway and I'm sorry if I don't upload as much in this next week but everything will be back on track when I'm settled and less you know stressed. 

Okay?

Olay.

(Hate that movie don't judge me) 

Don't be a silent reader, Comment if you like it and or hate it!

Love Always,

My FireFlies,

~JadeXx