The New DX Member

The Obvious Looks - Unedited

I knew what I was getting into to. Actually I had no clue. I heard the whispers as I walked down the hallways of the arena. I'm not sure why they were talking about me but it was obvious it was bad. I thought about speaking up but I ignored the urge and continued down the hall with my head up high. I hadn't seen Adam all morning which was weird we always go to the arena together even though our friendship is is strange at the moment but like everything else I ignored it and carried on. I let a smile emerge as I saw my friends familiar faces. I mean all of them, They were scattered in little groups around the room. It's a little crazy that no one is fighting. I walked in and each one of their conversations seemed to have simmered down. Okay now I'm worried. Which group do I go to? I scanned the room my eyes connecting with some people. I gnawed hardly on my lip as I walked over to Phil first. He seemed to of tensed up as I got closer. I looked into his eyes searching for any answers. Phil and I have this weird thing were we can get information out of each other just by staring at each other. He adverted his eyes though which not going to lie hurt. We are always honest with each other. Well, I guess were. I turned away from him and shuffled over to Jeff and Matt. They also tensed up, We didn't speak, I just stared at them. When I didn't get any answers I walked away. I did this with everybody in the room and I got nothing. So if my friends won't tell me what's going on, I'll ask my enemies. 

Which brings me to the women's locker. I walked in and just like I thought Lita and Rose were the only ones in there. I closed the door behind me and leant against it so they didn't have an escape, Maybe I was over-reacting but then again I don't care. I grabbed a chair and unfolded it so I was sitting against the door.

"So tell me why is everyone being weird?" I asked right off the bat. All I got was silence. They knew, I knew they did. I continued to ask them different questions but they had the same point and they both ignored me. Bitches. I was sure that was going to work! Well I haven't asked Triple H or Randy and they both hate me, So maybe I'll ask them but do I dare?

Yes I do dare. I slid around the corner and opened the men's lockeroom, Ignoring the groans of annoyance I walked over to Randy and grabbed his arm, Pulling him out of the lockeroom I dragged him into a closet and flicked on the light. He just stared at me EXACTLY LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.

"Please tell me why everyone's acting strange around me?" I pleaded, I knew he wanted to tell me by the way his eyes softened. He was looking at me sympathetically and I hate sympathy. 

"Randy" I whispered staring into his eyes.

"I can't" He muttered and even though he didn't give me an answer I was relieved someone had actually spoken to me.

"Why?" I questioned feeling a tear slide down my face for no reason at all. He sighed and wiped it off my face. He cupped my face with both hands and looked into my eyes. That's what we did for about 10 minutes. We just stood there looking into each others eyes and it reminded me why I liked him and why we started dating. 

"I still love you" We spoke at the same time making me giggle and him smile. I adverted my eyes back to his and grabbed his hands off my face.

"I'm sorry" He muttered making me furrow my eyebrows, I went to speak but he inturrupted me. 

"I'm sorry for my protective behaviour, I'm sorry for making you feel unsafe, I'm sorry for making you feel sad, I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you, I really am" He exclaimed stepping away from me.

"It's okay, I've forgiven you" I told him grabbing his hand. He looked at me confused but I sent a reasurring smile his way. He sighed and I pulled him in for a hug. He slowly wrapped his arms around me and I laid my head under his head. I felt him kiss my temple making me blush slightly but grin anyway.

All Randy could think of was how much he hurt Jade. The words haunting him. Adam had told him about Jade's ways. Randy felt incredibly guilty that he hadn't picked up on the signals and that he wasn't a good enough friend yet alone boyfriend. Adam had a plan and Randy was on board but he had sworn he wouldn't say anything. But here he stood with his once love of his life hugging. He didn't realize how much he had missed her warm embrace until now. He didn't realize how much he had actually missed Jade until they were standing there in the closet hugging. He knew Jade didn't trust him but he was going to regain it or he was going to die trying. 

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Hello My Fireflies!

This isn't the end of this chapter! I'm just leaving it here because I have to do something and it won't save unless I publish it so stay tuned becasue a new chapter will be soon!! 

Love,

Always,

~JadeXx