The New DX Member

Just A Dream, Part 4 - Unedited

I honestly feel like I've done something wrong. I don't like it! I just had a match with Trish and in storyline Lita came and inturrpted it which was fine but as I walked back stage her gaze burnt holes in the back of head. Why won't people just talk to me. I may be on a verge of an anxiety attack and it's not helping that I'm stressing over everything. I looked up as I heard my name being called, A smile made it's way onto my face as it was Adam calling my name. I walked with a little skip in my step up to him.

"Well aren't you happy!" He spoke with amusement clearly in his voice. I nudged his shoulder but let the smile stay on my face.

"I wasn't for most of the day, Hey, Do you know why people are ignoring me?" I questioned in the process furroring my eyebrows. It seemed as though just me taking to someone was calming me down.

"Wouldn't have a clue, Whose ignoring you?" He asked swiftly wrapping his arm around my shoulders. I sighed sadly and leaned my head against his shoulder.

"Everyone and before you say anything I know it's everyone, Well apart from the ones gossiping and Randy and Shawn for a bit but still, No one's talking to me!" I exclaimed loudly letting some frustrations come out.

"Hey, I'm sure it's nothing, Maybe they are getting ready for someone's birthday, I don't know" He tried to reasure me. I had a small feeling he was keeping something from me in my stomach but I ignored it as he asked me why I talked to Randy.

"Oh well, I was trying to figure out why everyone was ignoring me so after asking my friends and not getting an answer, I went to my enemies but I think Randy and I are on good speaking terms again" I finished with a soft smile on my face. I looked up at him as he didn't reply and noticed a frown on his face. I pulled away from him and nudged his arm.

"Hey, what's wrong?" I asked getting another silence in return, Oh great just when I start talking to someone they start to ignore me. I bit down on my lip to keep from having a tantrum at work and possibly destroying everything.

"Ugh fine, I'm going to eat!" I huffed strolling away from him.

"Wait your eating again?!" He asked almost baffled as he ran in front of me. I giggled as he was now walking backwards in front of me. Man this guy can switch moods fast.

"Yup, I haven't been sick in 2 days and I can actually keep food down!" I exclaimed a proud smile probably on my face. He just smiled at me before catching someone's eye behind me and running away. I sighed loudly and turned into the cafeteria. Boys.

As soon as I sat down at the table my phone began to vibrate, I fumbled around for a bit before grabbing it and looking at the message. 

Hey Sugar 

I let a laugh out at the pet name before shoving my mouth with chicken.

Jackson, Been awhile(:

I replied, Quickly getting a reply.

Indeed, I'm working in a nearby resturant you should come visit!

I smiled replying.

Will, The lovely girl be there?

If you are talking about my girlfriend then no, Because we ah broke up.

WHAT!! Why didn't you tell me?!?!

Ah I'll tell you over dinner?

I sighed and replied and got the adress soon after. I looked up from my phone to see several eyes set on mine.

"You know it's rude to stare" I informed them to which they switched their eyes from mine and back down at their food. I hate when people do that. I dropped my phone back on the table and continued to devour my chicken. I was almost finished when someone decided to sit down. I prepared myself for either silence or a lecture before looking up and gasping as Rose sat before me, I composed myself and put my walls back up.

"I'm not in the mood for a bitch fight Rose" I muttered and stuffed my mouth with a heap of chicken. She looked sad.

"I'm not here to argue" She barely whispered. I dropped my plastic fork and stared over at her. Her eyes scanned my face as if trying to read secrets out of my facial expressions. I rolled my eyes and finished my meal. I grabbed my plate and shoved my phone in my back pocket. She sat still as a rock not saying anything.

"Right well, This was fun, We should defiantly do this again some time!" I exclaimed sarcastically and it seemed to of knocked her out of what trance she was in. I just shook my head and walked out of the cafeteria. 

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Adam strolled around the arena completely in his own thoughts. His hands were gripping the bag straps tightly as if he was afraid someone was going to rip it off him. ( A.N : Totally couldn't think of the word straps and thought it was sleeves..Facepalm)

He wondered if Jade had any idea what was happening. He knew she was upset not becasue she told him but he just knew. His head snapped up as he heard her laugh echo around him. He hasn't heard that in awhile. Of course he's heard her fake one that she fools everyone with but he hasn't heard her real one in along time. Who had made her laugh, He wondered as he turned around. She was on the phone to someone but they were obviously making her happy. He didn't realize he had a smile on his face until his face started ot hurt. He relaxed himself and leant against the wall watching her. Probably creepy but in this moment he didn't care. No he didn't have feelings for her. He once had but not anymore and he didn't have feelings for Lita anymore either. He knew it was wrong to continue dating her even though he didn't feel anything at all but Lita was doing the same thing to him. He had overheard a conversation between Trish and Lita about her crush on Matt Hardy. He figured she has had these feelings for awhile because they hadn't been very nice to each other lately. As Adam's head swirled with thoughts about Lita and Jade someone was watching on from the sidelines. It just so happened to be The Hardys. 

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Jade smiled and let giggles slip as Jackson lifted her up into a hug. Her hands gripped his shoulders as his arms wrapped tightly around her waist. They only hugged for a few seconds before they noth pulled away and sat up at the bar. Well, Jackson went behind the bar whislt Jade sat before him. They chatted loudly probably disturbing everyone around them as Jackson continued to work. They spent a good two hours together just talking and hanging out. Jade didn't drink whixh was suprisnging considering everything she's dealing with. Everything seemed to have gone by fast because she was soon back in her room slipping on her pj's and getting ready for bed. Adam was in the shower singing loud enough so she could hear him but quiet enough that nobody else could. She let herslef snuggle into the blankets and grip her teddy bear that her little brother gave her. She felt embarrassed and she wasn't sure why, Maybe because she was wearing one of Shawn's vintage shirts that hung loosely around her body. She hadn't worn or touched anything of his in awhile, She didn't think she needed him anymore but her heart thought differently. She rolled to the side and noticed something poking out under Adam's pillow. Suddenly curious she flicked the lamp on and flung the pillow away. Her eyes widened as she grazed the familiar object softly in her hands. She questioned herself if this was really happening. As she heard the shower turn off and the sound of the door unlocking. She switched the lamp off and tucked the book in her arms whilst turning over so her back was towards Adam. Her breathing had just slowed down as he walked out. She fluttered her eyes closed and gripped the book and bear to her chest. She waited until she could her him snoring before letting herself loosen up. 

He couldn't know. This is just a dream. He doesn't know

She repeated over and over in her head as tears started making their way down her face. She fell asleep like that, Hoping that this was just a dream.

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Heyooo!!

I have the loudest neighbours EVER. I'm living next to 'That House'. You know the one that parties all day and all night. Oh my god, It's annoying!

Anyway, Aha. I hope you liked this chapter and are enjoying this story!

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I Love You, 

Always,

My FireFlies,

~JadeXx