Chapter 15: The one where "you cant always have what you want"

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A/n: I suggest you listen to say something by a great big world cuz it matches the story perfectly (;

Sometimes you think mistakes can't be fixed even the biggest ones but you won't know if you don't try
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Lucas pov

G was kissing me and let me tell you it was horrible. I tried pulling away but she wouldn't budge. I finally pulled away and I saw Riley run away. I was gonna run after her but I figured what's the point. So I walked the other way tugging on my hair in frustration. And walking towards the exit. I got in my car and drove away to my house. I wasn't looking
forward to it though because ever since me and Riley broke up mom has been saying how I should get back together with her because she was a good influence on me. I walk in the house and see my mom cooking.

"Hey mom"  I say as I close the door.
"Hey honey have you-"
"No mom I haven't talked to Riley." I say cutting her off
"Why not. She's a sweet girl." She says
I roll my eyes annoyed and say. "Because I screwed us up a long time ago."
I flop on the couch sand turn on the tv. She comes and sits next to me.
"Honey people make mistakes, especially in relationships but you can always fix them."  She says calmly   
I turn my head away from the tv and turn my attention to her. "Not mine. Mine is the biggest mistake and it can't be fixed"  I say and and surf though the channels.
"Honey-"
"No mom. I snap at her  it's the end of Riley and Lucas ok." I say as tears start sliding down my face. I get up from the couch, go to my room and slam the door.
I slam my fists against the wall and scream In pain but I don't care cuz nothing's more painful than the pain I'm feeling right now.
I go in my bathroom open the cabinet and take out some pills I've been taking ever since me and Riley broke up. Open the lit and pop one in my mouth. I put the pills back in the cabinet, go to my room and drink some of my water bottle.
I lay down on my bed and notice everything is starting to get blurry. I shrug it off and go to sleep.

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