In Love With Her But Mated To Another

4: Love Sucks

&&& Chase's POV &&&

----- Song of the day: Break Even by The Script -----

4: Love sucks

I hurt and i was in total pain. My chest hurt every moment of the day. Hayden would come in to see if i

was okay. Rilee slept with me every night ( Eww. Not like that.). She always held me tight until I fell

asleep. I was like a walking Zombie or something. I ate and slept. Thats what I did for a week. She

broke it off with me. The worst part isn't that she broke it off with me. No the worse part is that Rose

comes over  lot to see Micha. Every time I see Rose... I see HER, my beautiful she-wolf,

my mate. It just reminds me of what I lost. She didn't even give us a chance. Did she think I was cold

hearted because I had to threaten her? I didn't want to but I was required to since Dad was out of

town.  Damn Alpha buisness. I hate it. I hate it because I lost her. I don't want to be Alpha without her.

I'll have to do it anyway. Mate or no mate. Of course i'll be given a girl who would miss out on her

mate to be forced to be a Lunna. When it is time for a new Alpha, the Alpha has to be mated. Most of

the time, they find their mate before becoming Alpha. Some though, are not lucky... they can't find

their mate in time and are forced to chose between different girls who are not mated yet. Dad said it's

going to be starting soon. The competiton to be Lunna. I decided not to tell him about Adara. No... I

won't because she doesn't want to be with me. She's probably alot happier without me. I wont be

happy without her but I have to deal with it because I sure as hell won't make my future girl unhappy.

Even though she will be forced to be with me, I'll make sure she is happy. Even if that means letting

her be free. I'll do whatever I have to, to make her happy. I've seen some of these girls. They are

pretty but one that catches my eye is one of Rilee's BEST friend, Piper. Piper Peters. How funny.

Almost like Peter Piper. She has caramel brown hair and a face of an angel. Piper's always been

beautiful. She has light colored skin and blue eyes that any man could get lost in.She hates it though

when people make fun of her name. She might look all sweet and innocent but that girl has a fire

within her. She's feisty and not afraid to tell you what she thinks of you. She's sweet and

caring but like a firecracker, she can explode. Never set her off because then there's no going back.

She will bitch you out until she's tired. She can definitely make someone feel like crap. I could see

myself finding a good friend in Piper or maybe me having a crush on her but she was my ex so that

wouldn't be awkward at all. There's Maisie, or Mae. She's really shy and sweet. She actually

dated Hayden before Hayden and Rilee mated. Mae was actually the one who broke up with him so

he could be with Rilee. Ever since then Hayden took on a protective roll of her because she was

just so nice and kind. He didn't want any guy to take advantage of her. Mae has blonde hair and