The Preacher's Daughter ✝

04 . ✝

Blossom AJ'a Higgins

It wasn't till MyBlu kicked me out of his house when he found out I slept over Kendrick's place . I didn't aspect my actions to lead to Kendrick's place , but I swear on everything I didn't sleep with that man . I tried everything to get MyBlu to hear me out , but he refuse to accept my calls . I grew so angry . A anger I never felt before . I felt like bashing someone's face , but that wouldn't be nice at all . I just had a little bit of vodka . I never drank before , but once the strong liquor sizzle down my throat I became so addicted to the sight of it . I kept asking for shots left to right , realizing I didn't have money to pay for it . Sarah disappear from my view and I was stuck with a bill to pay . MyBlu was nowhere to be found . That's when my hero saved me , all along I thought it was MyBlu paying the bill , but I woke up to Kendrick's arms wrapped around me .

I kept to myself for a whole 2 months . MyBlu fall out of love with me . This is all wrong , I'm suppose to be wrapped around MyBlu arms right now . I miss his kiss . I just want him . I never felt so lonely . 2 whole month without the love of my life ? I can't take it . I call him everyday , but he steady ignoring me . I'm glad Kendrick's been giving me my space , being that I live in his house . I was stuck in the closet that my room consist of .

I didn't feel like eating nothing , or drink either , that's what got me here in the first place . I love MyBlu to much to be without him . I couldn't bare without him . He's leaving me senseless . I'm nothing without him . I called him once more and my heart skipped a beat when he answer .

"Speak!" He yelled over the phone .

"My-MyBlu . I'm hurting . I need you . Please don't leave me like this . I love you all to much to let you go . Baby , we could make this work . I swear on everything that I didn't sleep with Kendrick . I was just drunk . Please don't -" I was interrupted by some girl moaning his name .

"Oh shit Sarah , sucked that shit up ." I heard him groan .

My hands stood numb . Maybe this is all a delusion . Maybe I called the wrong person . Sarah is a good friend of mines , I hope his not groaning Sarah's name . I couldn't handle the truth to begin with . I ended the call by throwing my phone against the wall . I couldn't keep up with the anger growing inside of me . All the clothes that was arrange in the closet were all over the floor . I screamed at the top of my lung . MyBlu doesn't want me no more . He lied to me , he never loved me . He just wanted to see me hurt .

I held a chunk of my hair and continue to yell till there was no breathe or tone to make out . I felt arms around me and instantly I knew it was Kendrick .

"Get off me!" I yelled , kicking my legs .

He held his grip tighter and I wasn't able to move . He held me high in the air . My bottom was on his chest . I screamed , cause I wanted this nightmare to end , but the nightmare was reality . I finally grew tired and Kendrick held me on the floor in between his legs . I was breathing slowly . This was way to much to handle . The closet was redecorated with my anger . I never knew I held in so much anger . Kendrick kissed my temple . I fall asleep in his arms .

The next day was the same routine . I woke up eating nothing and just went to the school MyBlu transfer me to . I couldn't barely pay attention , cause the thought of Sarah's mouth down on him , really mess with my day . My eyes begin with a sparkle of a tear and I quickly wiped it off . The ball rang and I gather all my stuff and left the capacity . I drove in one of Kendrick's car , instead of going to his house I went to MyBlu's house . I didn't know why I went to begin with , but I was missing him bad . I needed his touch . His lips all over me . I missed him so much .