Royal Atticates

after the wild

We moved towards the drinking area and unfortunately I lost count or should I say lost control? I drank nearly 2 bottles. This time I was wild . Like a cat. I took harry's hand who was drunk just like me.out of control and we both danced . I couldnt stand properly and I was totally leaning on him ....we were this close that even if we moved a bit we could kiss...and that move was made by him. ...wether our lips just met for a split second but it was a once in a lifetime experience......really I felt lost looking in those green eyes that I wish were mine.i saw him looking at my lips and then he kissed me again . For a minute I was confused what was it but that tingles and butterflies everywhere in my body told me ti kiss him back . I somehow was not knowing what I was doing because of me drunk . He stopped and started kissing my jawline and neck and then he was about to kiss my boobs when I pushed him and ran away from the dancefloor.as I got out I could feel him coming at my back. To escape or sit somewhere away from the noise I sat in a corner near a room I guess. It was away from the noise and there was me and my glass until harry came. He didnt said a word but sat next to me and started kissing me again . This time I couldnt stop myself but I kissed back and we were making out too fast . It was like our mouths were exploring each others. As he laid on top of me my wine spilled. he tasted soo good! I found that now we could be seen by people so I took his hand and opened the door of the room . There was noone . As we entered harry started kissing me like he was hungry for me. He closed the door and brought me even closer to him holding my waist . He holded me so tightly that he didnt wanted to let go.

He pushed me on the bed and started to kiss my jawline and my cheeks and my neck . He opened his shirt and threw it . Like he didnt cared. And started opening my dress. He pushed his hand into my dress and then he unzipped it and started taking it out. Slowly I was almost naked lying in my lingree on harry. I didnt took time but I opened his pants and pulled it down with my leg while he was kissing me.. Now he pushed his hands on my boobs and unhooked my bra . He took it out with his teeth. He was tightly squuzing and licking my brests . which caused me to moan . He slowly put his hand in my panty and threw it . Now I was lying fully naked in front of him. I took no time in opening his boxers. He laid there with me leaving kisses in my inner thigh. Causing me to moan a lot. He now laid on top of me and dig his length into me. I scratched his hair and dig my nails on his back. Soon he reached my orgasm and it bursted . He laid next to me still kissing and then I passed out.

I woke up in the morning and I g

Found myself naked lying next to harry. As I stood up I felt some immense pain in my botton back.i somehow got up and wore my bra and panties and sat on the bed wondering what possibly would have happend last night. I tried to remember everything but all I found was me and my surroundings. I started freaking out cause the first thing that came to my mind was . Did we have sex? I panicked and went near harry and woke him up...after my tries he finally woke up. " what the fuck " he said as he woke up rubbing his eyes . As he saw the surroundings he asked me the same question that was in my mind. I replied angrily"i also want to know the same!"

For a moment there was complete akwardness and silence surrounding us. We both were looking into each others eyes demanding an explanation for what happened last night. Atleast he should have remembered a thing. Suddenly I told him" harry I think that ummm....we had sex" I gulped before speaking sex. His jaw dropped and eyes widened . He didnt knew how hard was I trying not to panick. " wtf! Nandini ....but......." He slowed down a little while realizing that I was correct.......

I asked him sternly" harry did u use any protection...?" Hoping for yes as a reply but all I got was he looking confused and lost.

I reapeated my qus and asked it even more loudly.

He gulped and said" I.....i... I.. Umm.....i... Dont...i dont know ." While looking at the ground.

I panicked .yes I panicked a lot" what so you mean by u dont know? Check it!!" I said totally shouting at him making him even more scared

He looked under the sheets and again said that he dosent know.

I couldnt bare but I felt a tear slide down my face. I looked towards the window and sat there silent . Not k.owing what to do. I could feel his gaze on me. but i refused to look cause just one i dont know could change my life forever.

he came closer and said calmly" nandini everything is going to be alrigh-- " " can u please leave me alone" i said by cutting him off

"but-" i cut him off again " please i need to be alone .. please just leave me." i said cutting him off again. he got up and put on his clothes and shoes and than said before leaving " look nan i just dont know what to do . i mean i dont remember a bit. i .....i....ummm......call me when u feel better" he said showing sympathy.

i sat there and thought what if he didnt use protection? what if i m pregnant? what if somebody comes to know about it? how will i face selena or miley? how will i face the world or my people? i cannot face any of them ...but i am only 19 ........but the qus is that am i pregnant?