Royal Atticates

dadda loves you.

nandini's pov

well well well........ here we are again. sobbing , crying, trashing walls... well this was what i thought i'd do but ......... . not to mention that today i was not going to the office as i may take my rest.  insted i dressed up pretty much lookjing like i have to go out somewhere..... it was bright yellow and i dazzled up with a pair of blue accesories. then i went into the shower and delighted myself with the bubbles . i got dressed and soon mary came. "good morning mary" i said delightfullu and looked through the mirror where she smiled back and said "good morning princess" i turned and saw her doing no work so i asked her if there was any problem " any problem mary? " she looked up and replied"no princess" "so you trying to find something?" i again asked " no princess" she again replied. leaving me with no more questions i turned and decided to leave the room when suddenly mary stopped me . " princess we need to talk" if any other would have stopped me and said this sentence i would have sucked the life out of him/her cause anyone dare say that to the princess! but then again this was mary, my second mother. i mean she's like a mother to me.  " princess please sit down " she said gesturing towards the couch. i did as she said and closed all the windows and doors and then very softly sat besides me " what is it mary" i asked  " harry my darling.... harry" she said holding my hands. with his name i was all taken back and suddenly a rage was there inside me. i stubbornly looked away and said " what is it about him mary? what is it?" " my dear, at this point of your life you are young, vulnerable and already given so many duties to peform........ and in between you are struggling to keep away from your child's father." at that sentence i looked at her and bent low. thinking even deeper. that word father went like a knife tearing everything up but also felt so soothing...... she continued " miss even if you don't believe it but he loves you , derely loves you and he loves your child. he is the only one solution to your all problems." "no he is not" i said " he has given me pain mary. after ignoring me and leaving me alone how do you expect me to accept him" saying this i stood up shouting. " because you love him princess" with her this sentence i was hit hard on the soft spot. i sat down and asked her not just her but myself also. " do i love him mary?" " yes you do dear" she said " princess just give him a chance maybe he can fix this up" saying this seh left giving a kiss on my foregead. i rubbed my belly and muttered..... silly you...... dadda loves you....... dadda loves mom. i smiled but there was sure pain everywhere.