Royal Atticates

Apolegies

He bought me closer to him by pulling me by putting his hand around my back. As I came closer I felt those soft hands of his on my face putting back a strand of hair. I just was not able to resist it. his smell . His breath . For a moment it all went silent and he looked into my eyes . The way I had expected him to look . His green orbs perfectly looking into mine.

" nandini patrice alexzander"  

I love u. More than u think I do. 

I know this is not easy " he beld my hand and I looked down at our hands" but I promise u , I can make it up....... But I just want u. More than friends... More than anyone else."

I was lost in this trail of thoughts ..... I was lost. I never could have said anything only if selena wouldnt have just popped out of nowhere.

" you asshole! Get away from her!" 

She said pushing him back and dropping all the stuff.

"look I can explain" harry said.

"no! I dont want any of your fake explanations! Harry styles . U must be a successful singer but that dosent mean that u fool around any princess! And especially my best friend!"

"you are wrong. Please ask her what I said!" Harry said calmly.

"look u bloody evil monster! That is what u are! U first play with my bff and then u wanna break her heart!, stay away! And domt u dare come near her!said selena  

But I stopped her . 

"no! Please no! I cannot do this. Selena and harry please for god's sake stop! Leave me both of u!

I said as I shouted at them and walked away.

I could hear selena's heels catching up on me. But I decided to walk and not wait. Enough waiting. Now I wanna just go home. Infact I wanna go to lilly's . 

Yes, lilly is the lady I had shared all my secrets with. And I always talk to her. She is very old but like a mother to me. She was the one who I had met before choosing to be the queen.

I could hear selena screaming my name but I let it go. Let me think. Leave me alone. Please.

She catched up" nan wait its not safe."she said.

"everything is bad.... Let me go selena leave me alone for some time. Please?"i said.

"okay but..where do you wanna go?"she asked

"i know .... Just go and tell everyone that I am fine. I will be back. Soon." I said.

" okay but let me tell the security and management to bring a car."

"no.....i will go .... With a cab... Please let me go. " 

And I went alone... Leaving selena behind.

I waited for the cab and then sat inside it. Looking at london and it's streets...... I know that I left london but I really missed it.

Soon the rain poured from the clouds and I saw people opening their umbrellas and couples protecting each other from the rain. 

......... 

I wish I had a life like that.