Royal Atticates

agony

i personally want to thank my two commenters..... (see all comments ) i m just soooooo happy about your response. well i m srry fr not updating. but today is the day i guess.......

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harry-

well yesterday was a bit tiring but today we all are going to party!!! not alchole because it is for the night.......

today we all were gonna chill and have fun. so our plan was to go to some park or something. i personally am not happy about this stuff it's been a week or two and i havn't even touched my car keys .i dont talk much with the lads and i have barely laughed. i know that the lads want to know about my dullness and i know that they want to know the reason but i didnt tell them about it. i didnt told anyone about nandini. i dont want to agree but i know that i have been off about that thing. i m truly missing her. i sent her texts but she didnt replyed. i dont know how she is but i want to know about it. i simply have started caring for her. i never told anyone how i met her and instantly started falling for her. how i thought everytime about her and i just smile down at our texts. the time i held her hand . i guess i have fallen for a princess who will now never accept me back because of a stupid night.

the worst part is that zayn had met her and somehow i managed to seek into his phone and i found him googling her. that really got my nerves because i cant just get angry about it because she ain't even mine.......

i cannot let zayn do that but i cannot stop it. i m just too tired about that thing. i might have a flirt reputation and no matter what i try to change it everytime but things like this bad happens.

i m just too curious about her health. maybe she gets pregnant? or she is not or maybe she is???

"what's up buddy?????" asked niall patting my back....

i just walked away and i knew they were looking at each other like i just did a crime..... i dont care about what they think right now because i care is only for nandini.

i just sat on the sofa tensed up and playing with my fingers. all of a sudden a silence was in the room where everyone was only looking at me with confused looks.

all i could do was go away from there. i just stood up and went into the kitchen. on my way i heard my phone beep. my heart rushed and i took it out immediately hoping a reply from nandini but it was one of those stupid messages from some unknown number.

i went in and then i pressed the back button on my phone and i left it on the kitchen counter...

i was unaware about my previous task on my cell but i bothered not to check. i got busy in making a sandwhich when suddenly zayn stepped in. i didnt wanted to talk to anyone and by that i meant zayn specially. i am not happy about what he did that day.

he entered the kitchen and i was looking at my sandwhich. then he opened the refrigirator to take out some drinks. as he closed the door my cell beeped again. i didnt bothered to check but believe me i really wanted to. i guess he was even more curious than me. he stopped while he stared at my cell and i at him. he moved slowly and as he was opened it. he knew my password. and he saw somethi.g i didnt even expected him to see. he asked blankly scrolling something on my cell.

"hey,what were u doing ? watching her pictures?"

he said as he showed me my cell where i saw some pics of nandini on google images.

the most embarrasing moment of my life.

"mayb, u should know that u dont stand a chance with a girl like her."

he said as he scrolled through the pics.

i stood still but then snatched my phone.

" if i dont then u also dont have that chance" i said trying controlling my anger. as i dashed out of the kitchen.

"harry! harry!" i heard zayn screaming my name and running for me.

i stopped in the living hall .not that i wanted to stop i was held back by liam. i asked him to let go but zayn caught me.

they all were tensed and then i loosened up a bit . there sas no way they were going to leave me.

"harry! i didn't meant to do that! "

zayn screamed at me. defendibg himself.

"oh really? zayn?u? i...i ...mean .....just leave me alone!! could u?!! i want privacy!! i dont want u people to interfare with my personal belongings !"

i screamed even harder.

i could feel the tension that rose in the room. and zayn's guilt.

"what is happening to you harry? i mean u were not like this! why are u being rude to me?"

asked a devastated zayn.

i felt bad but all i could do was to reply .

"yes i m now like this!! okk! so stop interfearing with me zayn!"

i showted

"but atleast tell me a reason! could u?? "

"yess and i just dont want to spoil our friendship with you so bettr leave me"

"u know what? u never said no to me for touching ur cell and now u are arguing me for that?

i didnt saw something that u shouldn't have seen! all i saw were some pictures of this stupid princess.! and -

"dont u dare call her stupid zayn!"

i cutt him off. i felt like a fool because he was now gonna ask me who is she to u?

"why? why it even matters to you?"

he asked on the verge of tears.

"its......um....its.. nothing as u think zayn!!! and stop it! u know wht? u r interfearing again !!! its my life zayn not yours! leave ne alone!!!!!"

i said screaming in anger and pain.

he didnt replyed he just said okk i will leave u alone harry styles live your life. while crying back to his way back to his room. all of a sudden i forgot everyrthing my pain my jealousy my anger and everything but it replaced as guilt inside me...... bcz i just lost my friend for a princess....